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this morning (read: afternoon) our custodian Rick discovered me in my bathrobe, drinking tea, eating granola, and reading the school newspaper.
"Are you sick?"
"Heartsick. It's more of an injury really."
When did I become so incapable of dealing with things?
My academic and daily life are absolutely crippled by the slightest breeze of romantic difficulty. Scarlett O-Hara would be ashamed.
Which reminds me ... I'm hungry ...
"Are you sick?"
"Heartsick. It's more of an injury really."
When did I become so incapable of dealing with things?
My academic and daily life are absolutely crippled by the slightest breeze of romantic difficulty. Scarlett O-Hara would be ashamed.
Which reminds me ... I'm hungry ...
California California. When I touch down in SFO I feel this great sigh of relief. I think that i am sort of a California ex pat who wants to visit now and then. She's not my style but she makes me miss her.
He said, "I'm thinking about going away."
"where?"
what a question. Away is a place after all.
My little voyage made me more stir-crazy than ever, I think. The girls and I went to a creepster antique furniture store and found a quide book to "non tourist SanFrancisco" from 1958. It told us where to find the Bohemians and to live like the Beatniks. There is a map on the back. Maybe in late 50's Bohemia I will find someone who doesn't need the labels, the safitsfation-guaranteed-or-your-money-back to love me freely.
Of course those free-love creeps are the guys that like to write poems about you and then leave you on the curb for someone with darker shades. I suppose that's why the name Absinthe [bohemian killer] is so appealing.
Who's going to take me on a Lolita-esque road trip around the United States? Can we make it to Mexico?
I'm also accepting applications for a stalker/lawman to follow us in a red sportscar.
He said, "I'm thinking about going away."
"where?"
what a question. Away is a place after all.
My little voyage made me more stir-crazy than ever, I think. The girls and I went to a creepster antique furniture store and found a quide book to "non tourist SanFrancisco" from 1958. It told us where to find the Bohemians and to live like the Beatniks. There is a map on the back. Maybe in late 50's Bohemia I will find someone who doesn't need the labels, the safitsfation-guaranteed-or-your-money-back to love me freely.
Of course those free-love creeps are the guys that like to write poems about you and then leave you on the curb for someone with darker shades. I suppose that's why the name Absinthe [bohemian killer] is so appealing.
Who's going to take me on a Lolita-esque road trip around the United States? Can we make it to Mexico?
I'm also accepting applications for a stalker/lawman to follow us in a red sportscar.
October if my favorite month of the year and it is off to an excellent start. Its been raining and the air is clean and damp with all the leaves turning colors. It makes me feel clean and like I can really breathe when I step into it. It makes me want to curl up in bed forever and not do anything, which is lovely. 
The most lovelt thing about October besides the feeling in the air, is that it culminates in Halloween. (I'm fact I think the feeling in the air has something to do with that, the hunter's moon and day of the dead and all that).
What will you be this year? I am going to be something great!
The most lovelt thing about October besides the feeling in the air, is that it culminates in Halloween. (I'm fact I think the feeling in the air has something to do with that, the hunter's moon and day of the dead and all that).
What will you be this year? I am going to be something great!
to the person who bought me Violet and Claire and a stripper book off of my wishlist, you are lovely ! Francesca Lia Block books always make me feel 16 again, and in a good way. They make it easier to deal with days like this one.
It really hasn't been that horrible of a day, I cut class a little bit, ate two candy bars, and Scylla took my picture for her digital photo assignment. I started out kind of pleasantly sore and tired from working the past four days and learning new stuff yesterday, but that soreness turned into an achy ache by mid-afternoon. Not to mention that X reacted very unkindly at my proposal to come home soon. This shouldn't make me feel so strongly but it does. I spent the day feeling as hurt and raging as an angsty teenager; as i did three months ago really. I wore my chucks and grouched around.
I love you ! I hate you ! I love you ! i hate you !
It is like an opera in which no one can sing.
I am going to bed. Yes I know that it is 9:30.
Come cuddle with me, oh ye faithful out in the land of the internet (or at least send some virtual cuddles).
Francesca Lia Block books always make me feel 16 again, and in a good way. They make it easier to deal with days like this one. It really hasn't been that horrible of a day, I cut class a little bit, ate two candy bars, and Scylla took my picture for her digital photo assignment. I started out kind of pleasantly sore and tired from working the past four days and learning new stuff yesterday, but that soreness turned into an achy ache by mid-afternoon. Not to mention that X reacted very unkindly at my proposal to come home soon. This shouldn't make me feel so strongly but it does. I spent the day feeling as hurt and raging as an angsty teenager; as i did three months ago really. I wore my chucks and grouched around.
I love you ! I hate you ! I love you ! i hate you !
It is like an opera in which no one can sing.
I am going to bed. Yes I know that it is 9:30.
Come cuddle with me, oh ye faithful out in the land of the internet (or at least send some virtual cuddles).
tra la la.
I've been having one of those hectic days in which I feel like I'm always late. I got to see the lovelyAlohra who has lavender colored hair now, and we ate 100 sushis together.
I'm taking a dance class once a week which means with work and yoga I'll be getting exercise 3-5 days a week. I'll be exited to have hot abs and buff arms like when I was a rower. And I'm hoping that all of it will be sort of an outlet for my sexual energies so that they don't leak into my academic/social life as much as they have been. It's sweater weather, and it's time to cover up (orientation week is over, baby.) Time to hit the books before I get a bad reputation. heh.
I would prefer to just have dance parties and cuddle parties and late night rendevous for the rest of the school year though.
I've been having one of those hectic days in which I feel like I'm always late. I got to see the lovelyAlohra who has lavender colored hair now, and we ate 100 sushis together.
I'm taking a dance class once a week which means with work and yoga I'll be getting exercise 3-5 days a week. I'll be exited to have hot abs and buff arms like when I was a rower. And I'm hoping that all of it will be sort of an outlet for my sexual energies so that they don't leak into my academic/social life as much as they have been. It's sweater weather, and it's time to cover up (orientation week is over, baby.) Time to hit the books before I get a bad reputation. heh.
I would prefer to just have dance parties and cuddle parties and late night rendevous for the rest of the school year though.
In recent days and weeks many wonderful SGs have appeared in the archive, and this makes me sad. 
Don't you hate it when you lose something?
I just spent about 2 hours looking for my beatiful shopping bag which contained:
-Bust Magazine
-A bottle of Arnica for bruises
-Lotion stuff to put on the ditch of my knees where my kneepads chafe them
I put it down on the kitchen table and now it's gone. It's ridiculous how I only spent $18 on all of it but I fee llike my heart's about to break. I hate losing stuff. Imagine how I am when I lose a person.
What was the last thing you lost? Did you find it? Where was it and how long did it take?
I just spent about 2 hours looking for my beatiful shopping bag which contained:
-Bust Magazine
-A bottle of Arnica for bruises
-Lotion stuff to put on the ditch of my knees where my kneepads chafe them
I put it down on the kitchen table and now it's gone. It's ridiculous how I only spent $18 on all of it but I fee llike my heart's about to break. I hate losing stuff. Imagine how I am when I lose a person.
What was the last thing you lost? Did you find it? Where was it and how long did it take?
I spent the weekend in Eugene seeing my lovely lessthanthree. I can't describe how i miss home when I see her and how I just want to cruise our hometown with her and have sleepovers and eat white pizza. (Although we did cruise the mall and go to a cheap movie and eat pizza just like we would have done!)
It was so so so good to see her and it just made me homesick all the more. I just want to buy a winnebago and travel around the US and stop at home most of all to see my girls and my family and my old loves. My my my.
I feel like a great world traveler taking the train, hopping in cabs, carrying my laptop and shopping bags and subsisting only on convenience store food. Staying up late and sneaking off in the morning.
I sort of just want to take off. I'm desperatly happy here at school but I feel as though I cannot study and cannot buckle down and focus on the fact that school is happening. I just want to live life and that certainly happens at College. I just get the study-guilt that the "education" half of "college education" just isn't happening and I'm wasting $$$$$$. I'm just having so much fun, I don't want to get serious!
It was so so so good to see her and it just made me homesick all the more. I just want to buy a winnebago and travel around the US and stop at home most of all to see my girls and my family and my old loves. My my my.
I feel like a great world traveler taking the train, hopping in cabs, carrying my laptop and shopping bags and subsisting only on convenience store food. Staying up late and sneaking off in the morning.
I sort of just want to take off. I'm desperatly happy here at school but I feel as though I cannot study and cannot buckle down and focus on the fact that school is happening. I just want to live life and that certainly happens at College. I just get the study-guilt that the "education" half of "college education" just isn't happening and I'm wasting $$$$$$. I'm just having so much fun, I don't want to get serious!
