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I gained some weight. After loosing too much. I saw pictures from a set I shot yesterday... I just cried. But I like the set lots anyway, especially my hair and face in it. You will judge by yourself soon, I hope.
Random blog...
Did you know I'm tiny?
People keep telling me that, after they saw me on pictures. I have long legs, that makes an optical trick.
I'm only 1m60... Is it 5'25 in the US ?
Did you know I'm tiny?
People keep telling me that, after they saw me on pictures. I have long legs, that makes an optical trick.
I'm only 1m60... Is it 5'25 in the US ?
May be it's a bit late...
I suck at traditions. I've been busy with making money and studying for my exams.
But I guess there is no time limit to wish the ones you love nothing but the best!
Happy new year!
This is called a hen's ass-shaped mouth kiss, in French. I love doing them.
And I just posted my favourite sets for 2009. They were better in the beginning then in the end, overall. But still... Hard to choose even just one every month.
January :
February:
March
This month was too good!
April
May
June
July
Yeah, she's my fave. What did you expect ?
August
September
October
November
December
I suck at traditions. I've been busy with making money and studying for my exams.
But I guess there is no time limit to wish the ones you love nothing but the best!
Happy new year!
This is called a hen's ass-shaped mouth kiss, in French. I love doing them.
And I just posted my favourite sets for 2009. They were better in the beginning then in the end, overall. But still... Hard to choose even just one every month.
January :
February:
March
This month was too good!
April
May
June
July
Yeah, she's my fave. What did you expect ?
August
September
October
November
December
May be it's a bit late...
I suck at traditions. I've been busy with making money and studying for my exams.
But I guess there is no time limit to wish the ones you love nothing but the best!
Happy new year!
This is called a hen's ass-shaped mouth kiss, in French. I love doing them.
I suck at traditions. I've been busy with making money and studying for my exams.
But I guess there is no time limit to wish the ones you love nothing but the best!
Happy new year!
This is called a hen's ass-shaped mouth kiss, in French. I love doing them.
Ok... So. I just don't know.
I think I will stay longer. But now I feel ashamed you would feel it's just only because my set went live. Of course, it added to the cause. Thank you very much, Sean and staff.
But discussion with staff and mostly 100 members and SGs made me rethink my decision completely.
I don't know what I will do. If I'll shoot or not. If I'll stay much longer or not. But it is a big decision I have to think more, since SG is such a huge part of my life, And I love you. And I love the website, even though it's a weaker feeling than before. I was going to pay for the membership anyway.
So... Yeah.. I feel stupid, and sorry if I sounded like a drama queen, but I stay.
And again, you're really important for me.
And, again, I should take care of myself.
I think I will stay longer. But now I feel ashamed you would feel it's just only because my set went live. Of course, it added to the cause. Thank you very much, Sean and staff.
But discussion with staff and mostly 100 members and SGs made me rethink my decision completely.
I don't know what I will do. If I'll shoot or not. If I'll stay much longer or not. But it is a big decision I have to think more, since SG is such a huge part of my life, And I love you. And I love the website, even though it's a weaker feeling than before. I was going to pay for the membership anyway.
So... Yeah.. I feel stupid, and sorry if I sounded like a drama queen, but I stay.
And again, you're really important for me.
And, again, I should take care of myself.
OK... Staff, girls and members made me think about staying a bit longer and see how the situation goes. I don't think I will shoot more sets at the time. I still want to be part of the community. I wanted to become a member but... I have no money for this.
More explaination later, if I can give some. I must leave for work.
More explaination later, if I can give some. I must leave for work.
So this is goodbye...
I just approved my six last "friends", they won't be friends for long, sorry. And I have 102 unread PMs. Sorry again.
I'm not leaving because my last sets were not accepted, my ego is not that big, I can accept rejection and still be proud of my work. I'm leaving because I feel I won't have anything I wish to shoot accepted in the near future. There is no point staying when you know you won't have the will to spend time and money and passion in something you don't believe in. I put lots of effort, along with 2Shadowland, to make sets I'm proud of.
This site doesn't seem to want anything too original or creative at the time. That's strange, because some time ago we were asked to be creative, with contests, and we were even offered money for it. May be they understood that it is not what brings the money. I understand this completely too. Take the money where it is. I do that too. It's logical.
I don't want to shoot just simple cute and sexy sets just for them to be bought. I think any girl should have a bed set and a cute simple one too if it is how she feels, but not only that. I need to express myself through photosets that tell stories. And that doesn't seem to be possible here anymore. I had so many ideas for future sets, they are all written in my phone. I won't delete them. As I won't delete my MR sets. I hesitated, but feel they are part of me and my story here. I want people to see them even when I leave, because I'm proud of them.
I apologize for the three sets I will may be never send, especially to Key for our gorgeous multi, and to the girls of the big Prague Multi.
I can't say I'm feeling bitter against the website. I'm just feeling bitter against what people want.
This was a huge part of my life. I started this with 2Shadowland, I convinced him into shooting me for SG. I'm sure he wants to convince me to stay, now. But I'll leave him here. He, and any girl, can still count on my help for shootings or for advices. There was a time when I was here all day long... and a huge part of the night. Because I needed it, because I was feeling well here. Because of you. Thanks to you. You know lots about me, through my blog. I tried to always remain sincere and open, and not to hide on here as I do in real life. You know when I was happy, you read about when I was feeling at my worst. If you still want to know about me, you can write to abbiss.suicide@hotmail.com and I'll try to go to this address and answer from time to time. And I hope 2Shadowland will still give me news.
You were really important. I mean... really. And fuck yes... I cry writing that.
I love you lots, sincerely as always.
I may come back, if things change.
Elodie (Dodie).
I just approved my six last "friends", they won't be friends for long, sorry. And I have 102 unread PMs. Sorry again.
I'm not leaving because my last sets were not accepted, my ego is not that big, I can accept rejection and still be proud of my work. I'm leaving because I feel I won't have anything I wish to shoot accepted in the near future. There is no point staying when you know you won't have the will to spend time and money and passion in something you don't believe in. I put lots of effort, along with 2Shadowland, to make sets I'm proud of.
This site doesn't seem to want anything too original or creative at the time. That's strange, because some time ago we were asked to be creative, with contests, and we were even offered money for it. May be they understood that it is not what brings the money. I understand this completely too. Take the money where it is. I do that too. It's logical.
I don't want to shoot just simple cute and sexy sets just for them to be bought. I think any girl should have a bed set and a cute simple one too if it is how she feels, but not only that. I need to express myself through photosets that tell stories. And that doesn't seem to be possible here anymore. I had so many ideas for future sets, they are all written in my phone. I won't delete them. As I won't delete my MR sets. I hesitated, but feel they are part of me and my story here. I want people to see them even when I leave, because I'm proud of them.
I apologize for the three sets I will may be never send, especially to Key for our gorgeous multi, and to the girls of the big Prague Multi.
I can't say I'm feeling bitter against the website. I'm just feeling bitter against what people want.
This was a huge part of my life. I started this with 2Shadowland, I convinced him into shooting me for SG. I'm sure he wants to convince me to stay, now. But I'll leave him here. He, and any girl, can still count on my help for shootings or for advices. There was a time when I was here all day long... and a huge part of the night. Because I needed it, because I was feeling well here. Because of you. Thanks to you. You know lots about me, through my blog. I tried to always remain sincere and open, and not to hide on here as I do in real life. You know when I was happy, you read about when I was feeling at my worst. If you still want to know about me, you can write to abbiss.suicide@hotmail.com and I'll try to go to this address and answer from time to time. And I hope 2Shadowland will still give me news.
You were really important. I mean... really. And fuck yes... I cry writing that.
I love you lots, sincerely as always.
I may come back, if things change.
Elodie (Dodie).
I'm not saying the front page sets are bad, at all, I find them beautiful. They deserved to go live. I wouldn't feel sad if only they were good Christmas sets. I mean... I left my set one year in mr hoping for it to go live if no one sent a better one. But yesterday and today we did not see any Christmas one. I wanted at least a magical themed set, would it be mine or not.
I'm feeling really disapointed. I'm really thinking about leaving. But I have still 2 multis already shot, so I have to talk about it with the girls. I won't spend any money and time into this at the moment anyway.
I love you.
I'm feeling really disapointed. I'm really thinking about leaving. But I have still 2 multis already shot, so I have to talk about it with the girls. I won't spend any money and time into this at the moment anyway.
I love you.
It doesn't feel like Christmas tonight. I worked today, I'm working tomorrow, and I just stay home with my parents I hate...
Merry Christmas to all of you anyway. I'm wishing you nothing but the best.
Merry Christmas to all of you anyway. I'm wishing you nothing but the best.
