“Kendra is an angel, and when she spent the night at SGHQ, we woke up to cartoons blaring at an ungodly volume and cheerios all over the kitchen. Missy shot some pictures and I cleaned up after the girls, as usual.”
Yet another ST girl who just isn't around anymore. Man, she was angelic. Such a beauty, plain and simple. I wish there was an interview video with her, she just seems like she'd be fascinating, too. I definitely dig the "eternal playful child" thing she had going.
WOW ! Your are Smokin!YOU HAVE A FanFuckingTastic Body and a BEAUTIFUL SMILE I might add ...YOUR WHOLE FACE LIGHTS UP! That's a real turn on! Nice portfolio of pictures I enjoyed them very much.
I have to say that smiles are definitley contagious. What a sweet little mug you have, Kendra...
BTW i must know how you did that to your hair... did you use that silly machine that twist and twirls it opposite directions(like on tv) or did you do it yourself? curiouser and curiouser
salvation in a bloody fist
maybe if i scream loud enough
and run fast enough
i can stop the world from breaking apart
as the wind blows shatters my soul
cancer in the water and the rights i'm shone
i cant believe what were becoming
sick repressed bloated anti-Semitic
with the ideas to crush a dream
with the push of a bottom
i get started with the gasoline
that pushes trough my veins
into my heart pass my brain and out my mouth
with the voice of reassuring abortion
i have to turn off the radio
because the static
pierces through my ear drums
like the firsts day of
self-assurance
like the blood god sold me and
i can keep it if i hold on tight enough
with the will to destroy
my inner being with the lesser means
with a period of discontinuity
and now i can breath
and i sigh with the gasp of
my children and they choke
on what's become my state of
disbelief and enchantment
with the eyes from the man who
gives me a firm conviction of reality
the tear that rolls down my cheek
feels like a razor running deep into my face
cracking the skin of an unsmiled modern day
father figure who becomes a memory
a ghost in the mist
salvation in a bloody fist.
--Z.Silas Herrera
Missy
SUICIDEGIRL
California, USA
JUN 03, 2002 10:00 PM