I need some weed. RIGHT FUCKING NOW, GODDAMMIT!!!

You didn't say that last night.


Though, to your credit, ANYONE would have a rough time talking with deez nuts in their mouth.

good luck, guy. things like this are incredibly difficult. it would be easy and rather glib to throw random stand-up comedy material at ya, but i'd rather wish you the best and hope everything gets better for you both.

Yeah, she's overly dramatic and brought it on herself, and you did the right thing.

But am I the only one who felt extremely wrong and uncomfortable reading a private conversation that one party would never have consented to being posted in a public forum? If I ever had a breakdown (which I wouldn't, but that's beside the point), I wouldn't want the person I trusted/fucked with/whatever throwing it online just to get some validation. A brief summary of the situation would have done just as well.

Definitely.

I don't know. I didn't see any way of identifying either of them. She's called Chloe, and he's called Patrick, and that's it. Unless I missed something?

I thought we were going to be talking about weed.

Z's right. You can't expect to be any good to the people important to you if you're not good to yourself. Trust me on this one.

[Edited on Dec 16, 2005 by MisterSatan]

no no
i did say that

t jsut sounded like

glugg eeefff gluggg ffffaaaaasssssssss....

Well. You did what you thought was right. There's no dealing with that sorta shit. She has a whack way of messing with you/herself and it's not really your problem man. Take it easy.

I have depression. I don't know about her, but mine made me sit around and feel sad a lot, not act like a raging moron.

I just realized that I posted this in the wrong forum... I mean to post it in "Lifestyle"... Oh, well.

I didn't think I could adequately explain it, and it's not like I gave out her full name, picture, phone number, and address. Besides, she knows that I keep IM logs and chat logs, and that I never delete any e-mails. Hell, she knows that I have IM logs dating back to 1994, when AOL 2.0 WAS the Internet and when AOL's Instant Messenger was still a part of their Internet service, and didn't have a standalone client. We would have had AOL for Windows, the first-ever Internet client that was avaliable for a GUI OS, but we had a couple of Macs...

Yeah, I know. But I don't know how to be any other way. I've spent so much of my life putting others ahead of myself, and suffering in silence, for the most part, that now it's part of my nature. I don't know how to be assertive because I've never really been assertive. I've always been passive, when it comes to the people I care about. Sure, I'm a tenacious and agressive politician (yes, I'm a politician, even if I'm only wading in the "kiddie pool" of politics at my college), but that's because I believe I am part of something greater than myself. I'm like that with any cause I adopt. But my interpersonal relationships? Yeah, I'm never assertive. Always passive.

I think I'm going to take some time off from trying to get into a serious relationship until I can work out my problem with not being assertive. I foresee either ending up in an abusive relationship or winding up with someone who has a drug or alcohol problem that I end up enabling. I just need to find someone who is okay with having a "friends with benefits" relationship, or just have a bunch of casual hookups... Which may be hard to do, considering how shy I am.

She may be bipolar... I don't know for sure. She refuses to seek psychiatric help. She hates even the thought of it. Ever see The Exorcist? Remember when Fr. Kerras splashed "holy water" on Reagan? Yeah... Okay, I'm exaggerating. But you get my point.

She actually called me three times today. Twice to accuse me of ruining her life and once to apologize to me for saying that and to say that she appreciates the motive behind what I did, and that I'm her "sweetstar", whatever the hell that means...

Fuck... I've got to go to work soon...

[Edited on Dec 17, 2005 by 0I0I00000I00II0I]

It got moved. Probably based on the title, or maybe because the powers that be thought a chatlog that long should go into a journal entry. I'm not really sure, but I remember seeing the title and being surprised it wasn't in Silliness.

Your first homework for being assertive is to let her know straight out that if she ever accuses you of trying to ruin her life by what you did that you will immediately block her phone number and her IMs. Tell her that you care about her or whatever but she gave up the right to pull that crap with you. Do it and call us in the morning.

Shit, man, I was just gonna tell him to never talk to her again, period. I mean, diagnosing relationships based on a one-sided version of the events on the internet based on a chatlog is probably pretty dumb, but it's still not as fucking idiotic as the content of said chatlog.

my favorite part:

(08:06:01) Her: MICKROSOFT
(08:06:08) Her: HAS TOOMCUH TO DEAL WITH
(08:06:18) Her: JSUT DONT SEND THE ERRROR REMPORT OK?

i would need weed after a converation like that
my head just asploded from reading that
but you did the right thing

I liked the one with the wizard hat guy better.

Ok, he could do that too.

holy crazy person. i thought i was fucked up until i read that. you did the right thing and she needs major help before she will be able to have any kind of relationship anyway. you sound like a real sweetheart though.

More threads like this please.

I used to fuck with idiots who randomly IM'd me...I would post the conversations and me and my friends would laugh our asses off...

that is funny at least.

Most emo thread ever!

I heart Dashboard Confessional.

so many words...