I need some weed. RIGHT FUCKING NOW, GODDAMMIT!!!

(06:40:34) Her: patrick...
(06:40:53) Her: p@tr!cK
(06:41:00) Her: i have a question for you.
(06:41:05) Me: yeah
(06:41:08) Her: and i need a straight and honest answer
(06:41:12) Me: sure
(06:41:21) Her: and dont be afraid ok
(06:41:24) Me: Okay
(06:41:29) Her: do you think i have a attitude?
(06:41:44) Me: Sometimes.
(06:42:10) Her: ok...
(06:42:15) Me: Why?
(06:42:15) Her: can you give me an example
(06:42:39) Her: BladeAgainstSkin: can you give me an example
Me: Why?
(06:42:47) Her: - the why
(06:43:11) Me: No... NEvermind about that. It was about why you asked whether or not I thought you had an attitude
(06:43:44) Her: yeah...
(06:44:00) Me: I've seen you get one when you get upset, like one of the times you were on your phone when you were over here
(06:44:00) Her: and you said sometimes...which is mos def going to lead to questions
(06:44:10) Me: No, I wasn't asking why about that
(06:44:23) Her: do i get bitchy?
(06:44:40) Me: Sometimes...
(06:44:45) Her: do i say mean things?
(06:44:51) Me: On occasion.
(06:44:56) Her: when and when?
(06:45:06) Me: One minute...
(06:46:05) Me:

(06:46:14) Her: */*/*/*/*****
(06:46:38) Her: is that bitchy or mean?
(06:46:44) Me: Bitchy.
(06:46:45) Her: bitchy
(06:46:46) Her: ok.
(06:46:51) Her: what about mean?
(06:47:06) Me: I'm searching through my GAIM logs...
(06:47:25) Her: how many convos have you saved?
(06:48:06) Me: All of them. I log every single conversation I have on AIM, MSN, Yahoo, IRC, Jabber, et cetera, and I never throw out any e-mails unless they're spam.
(06:48:19) Her: wow.
(06:48:30) Her: i woould like to read some...
(06:48:40) Her: so have i been mean to you before???
(06:49:12) Me: Yes, but I don't hold it against you. BUt, if I were to tell you that you have a killer body, would you hold it against me?
(06:49:28) Her: lol
(06:49:30) Her: i have?
(06:49:32) Her: when?
(06:49:54) Her: ???
(06:50:00) Me: I just found it, I think...
(06:50:05) Her: oh god
(06:50:29) Her: its nothing personal, youre an embarassment
(06:50:34) Her: is that something mean to say?
(06:50:43) Me: I would think so...
(06:50:52) Her: ok good.
(06:50:57) Me: Why?
(06:50:57) Her: ill keep that in mind
(06:50:59) Her: jw.
(06:51:18) Me: Remember when I said I was going to go after that girl froM Mary's Market?
(06:51:29) Her: UH.
(06:51:32) Her: yyyeah.
(06:51:38) Her: uh so?
(06:51:48) Me: Your reaction. That's what I've found.
(06:51:57) Her: fuckkdfja;lfj w;oer tvq;oi4rjfweial ghkfkjllkjas
(06:52:01) Her: i dont fuckin care.
(06:52:08) Her: shes a fucking bitch.
(06:52:14) Her: show me the shit
(06:52:54) Me: Here's probably the most hurtful thing:
(06:52:55) Me:

(06:53:18) Her: haha.
(06:53:20) Her: wow.
(06:53:24) Her: i am a bitch kinda
(06:53:35) Her: thats not soo bad.
(06:53:50) Her: you overreact
(06:54:06) Her: if thats as mean as i have gotton...
(06:54:10) Her: im doing pretty well
(06:54:55) Her: ok, so youre mad
(06:55:02) Her: or your findin more?
(06:55:02) Me: No, I'm not mad
(06:55:11) Her: you honestly think thats mean?
(06:55:33) Her: you are more sesitive than i thought...
(06:55:35) Her: you know what/
(06:55:40) Her: you just have to tell me...
(06:55:54) Her: chloe, shut your fucking loud mouth you piece of shit
(06:56:01) Her: why dont you go and start to death.
(06:56:05) Me: I would never say that to you.
(06:56:05) Her: stave...
(06:56:09) Her: starve**
(06:56:16) Me: I would sooner kill my cat.
(06:56:30) Her: we would feast on your body...but you have nothing to eat...
(06:56:35) Her: you fuckin loooozer
(06:56:39) Her: ew youre gross.
(06:56:54) Her: so shut the fuck up and go eat some fuckin diet pills you nasty whore
(06:57:06) Me: I could never say that to you.
(06:57:12) Her: or even worse...if you really want to get even...call me...
(06:57:20) Her: fat ass *mexican*
(06:57:21) Her: haha
(06:57:29) Her: if i were you, thats what i would say to me
(06:57:54) Me: I would never say anything even remotely like that to you.
(06:58:06) Her: aw.
(06:58:09) Me: And, if I did, I'd never forgive myself.
(06:58:12) Her: thats sweek.
(06:58:14) Her: sweet
(06:58:15) Her: haha
(06:58:22) Her: well, its ok if you do.
(06:58:30) Her: ppl dont really try to shut me up.
(06:58:38) Her: thats why i talk so much shit
(06:58:39) Her: lol
(06:58:54) Her: most of the time...im just lookin for a fight
(06:58:58) Me: I am probably the most patient man on earth...
(06:59:08) Her: more than jezus???
(06:59:09) Her: haha
(06:59:16) Me: Which is why I get suckered into being the DD when I go out with friends.
(06:59:28) Her: oh, dd. that sucks.
(06:59:34) Her: you should just drive.
(06:59:43) Her: wasted.
(06:59:52) Her: cuz that makes you concentrate really well.
(07:00:08) Me: They know I won't leave them when I'm ready to go, and I won't impose my own wishes on them. And I've driven drunk a few times. It isn't fun.
(07:00:16) Her: then wehn you arent fuckin stoned or wasted you can drive with your eyes fuckin closed
(07:00:39) Her: you need to learn how to be mean patrick.
(07:01:19) Me: I can't. It's not who I am.
(07:01:23) Her: sometimes i dont know when im being mean.
(07:01:29) Her: you should try telling me...
(07:01:43) Her: "hey fuckkka...cut the shit...youre being a fuckin whore bitch"
(07:02:02) Me: I couldn't call you a whore or a bitch, though.
(07:02:03) Her: youz crazi negg
(07:02:12) Her: nigg*
(07:02:15) Her: damn.
(07:02:21) Her: why not?
(07:02:29) Her: youre fuckin out of youre head.
(07:03:16) Her: do you think im an odd girl?
(07:03:23) Her: what kind of girl do you think i am?
(07:03:42) Her: do you think im loud?
(07:03:46) Her: obnoxious?
(07:03:57) Me: You can be loud and obnoxious, but so can I.
(07:04:02) Her: do you think im whorish?
(07:04:09) Me: Whorish? No.
(07:04:18) Me: Sensual, yes.
(07:04:18) Her: do you think im an odd girl?
(07:04:30) Me: I wouldn't say "odd". I't say that you have your quirks.
(07:04:36) Me: Just like i have mine.
(07:04:40) Her: do you think i value materials too much?
(07:04:45) Her: like im really into money?
(07:04:48) Her: cuz i am.
(07:04:54) Her: and i dont care.
(07:05:01) Her: i just want to know hwat you think?
(07:05:11) Me: Money is a way to measure success.
(07:05:16) Her: like do i make it obvious that i love money and what it can do?
(07:05:24) Her: and that i like brand names?
(07:05:32) Her: do you think im picky?
(07:05:35) Me: YOu don't make it obvious. You make it obvious that you like nice things, but who doesn't.
(07:05:49) Me: You aren't that picky, because, if you were, you wouldn't have bought the iPod Nano.
(07:05:53) Her: maybe a little obsessive?
(07:06:18) Me: Maybe when it comes to music... But not much else that I can determine.
(07:06:19) Her: do you think i have low self esteem?
(07:06:26) Me: Yes.
(07:06:35) Her: do i drive myself mad?
(07:06:44) Her: am i dramatic?
(07:06:52) Her: do i swear a lot?
(07:07:01) Her: are you fucking there?
(07:07:10) Me: YOu tend to read too much into things, and that causes drama, and you do swear quite a bit, but so do I.
(07:07:26) Her: do i seem to love my illnesses?
(07:07:38) Me: Some of them, yes.
(07:07:38) Her: cuz sometimes i do...it gets me out of shit
(07:07:43) Her: what ones?
(07:07:58) Me: Depression comes to mind.
(07:08:03) Her: hmmm.
(07:08:19) Her: am i really honest?
(07:08:30) Her: like blunt?
(07:08:47) Me: You are tactfully honest, usually.
(07:08:56) Me: At least, as far as I can tell.
(07:08:59) Her: do i seem air headish?
(07:09:04) Me: Not really.
(07:09:12) Her: i try to be sometimes...to make ppl mad
(07:09:25) Her: do you think i instigate a lot of shit?
(07:09:40) Her: do you think i pick fights?
(07:10:08) Me: I think you read too much into situations and then fly off the handle because of how you interpret the situation to be.
(07:10:30) Her: do you think im cocky?
(07:10:37) Her: i think i can be very fuckin cocky
(07:11:07) Her: can you tell that i try not to be as caring as i really nautrally am??
(07:11:24) Me: I haven't seen it. But I think that you're pretty fucking wonderful anyway... And yes, I can tell that you try not to be as caring as you really are.
(07:12:02) Her: do i make it apparent that i dont care about myself too much
(07:12:03) Her: ?
(07:12:16) Me: Yes.
(07:12:38) Her: do you think that in general im angry and hateful?
(07:12:42) Her: cuz i am
(07:13:06) Me: Not really...
(07:13:14) Her: wow.
(07:13:16) Her: ok.
(07:13:51) Her: did you know that my mom used to lock me in the attick/
(07:13:59) Her: when i was liek 5?
(07:14:01) Her: like*
(07:14:26) Me: =-O What? That's absolutely horrible.
(07:15:24) Her: did you know that my mom used to tell me that im a fuck up cuz i paint my nails too much and that im no one specail so stop acting like i was? (8 years old)
(07:15:50) Her: and i nver painted my nails or got them done till this year
(07:15:53) Me: WTF?
(07:17:02) Her: did you know that my mom used to get mad at my bro cuz he eats slow...so she would force him to eat alone in the basement with all the lights closed? and eh couldnt come out till he finished? (4 years old - 6-+)
(07:17:29) Her: did you know that my dad used to drive drunk with me and my bro in the backseat?
(07:17:40) Her: (all my life...when he was in it)
(07:17:55) Me: Wow... And wow... BOth your parents need to be pistol whipped.
(07:18:01) Her: did you know that he would take me over to his gf's house and make me play with her children?
(07:18:23) Her: did you know that my dad was a child molester and did hard time for it?
(07:18:30) Me: Wow...
(07:18:31) Her: through out my life?
(07:18:56) Me: Did you see Sin City?
(07:19:03) Her: did you know that once my mom got me a sweater with bears on it...and she got drunk and pushed me down the stairs and got it dirty?
(07:19:12) Her: i was around 9
(07:19:44) Me: I am absolutely appalled.
(07:20:07) Her: did you know that my dad fell off the roof of our house in rockford cuz he was drunk?
(07:20:14) Her: and he feel on his head
(07:20:22) Her: and cracked it open
(07:20:23) Her: and
(07:20:28) Me: Too bad it didn't kill him, eh?
(07:20:33) Her: my mom threw stones in his head?
(07:20:45) Her: and poked his brain with a stick?
(07:20:51) Me: Ick
(07:20:58) Her: did you know my brother found him like that?
(07:21:38) Me: He must've been scarred for life...
(07:22:00) Her: did you know he was 6 and had the chicken pox at the time?
(07:22:23) Her: and the reason he found him was bcuz he wanted to bring my dad a sandwich?
(07:22:52) Her: did you know that my bro got made fun of soo fuckin much...that he started to pull out his eyelashes?
(07:23:44) Her: did you know that when i was 12 my dad told me, "ill give you 20$ if you wrapp your legs around me and sing come on baby light my fire, by the doors?"
(07:23:57) Me: Ick
(07:24:20) Her: did you know that by the time i was 12 i was so numb that i dont even remember reacting to that?
(07:24:36) Me: I'm sorry for all the shit you had to go through.
(07:24:52) Her: did you know that my mom was gang raped in mexico city years ago?
(07:24:59) Her: and now she wants to send me down there?
(07:25:02) Her: to see my dad?
(07:25:20) Her: i lived there for one year...and i almost died.
(07:25:30) Me: I'm glad you're moving out, then.
(07:25:36) Her: the pollution was soo bad...birds fell from the sky.
(07:25:38) Her: no shit.
(07:25:42) Her: i am too.
(07:25:56) Her: did you know that my mom wants there to be two xmas's?
(07:26:07) Her: one with her, bro, and her bf
(07:26:14) Her: and one with me, her , and my bro?
(07:26:39) Me: Based on what you just told me, I'd veto that idea.
(07:26:39) Her: did you know that i cried and begged for her to have dinner at my house this xmas?
(07:26:53) Her: did you know that she told me no?
(07:27:01) Her: and that in late jan. we could have dinner?
(07:27:26) Her: did you know that on xmas, i will be officailly alone and banned from the family?
(07:27:36) Her: i will eat ramen from the bag.
(07:27:38) Me: I'm sorry.
(07:27:42) Her: i dont know how to cook
(07:27:45) Her: did you know that?
(07:27:47) Me: Hold on...
(07:27:50) Her: and ill drink eggnog
(07:27:56) Her: just to be festive...
(07:27:59) Me: I don't have to work.
(07:28:03) Her: but i dont like eggnog
(07:28:39) Me: I'll save some money, take the train from harvard on Christmas Eve, and I'll spend Christmas with you.
(07:28:40) Her: did you know a while back...my mom told me thta she was moving to the city with her, bf, and my bro?
(07:28:59) Her: and that i should move out quick and get my own place?
(07:29:09) Her: and that way we can live seprate
(07:29:13) Her: but still close?
(07:29:28) Her: i got my place and i move in on monday.
(07:29:34) Her: did you know that shes not moving?
(07:29:48) Her: and she told me the bf is getting my room?
(07:30:15) Her: shes not moving for another 7 months?
(07:30:23) Her: and that she tricked me into leaving?
(07:30:29) Her: do you know how that feels?
(07:30:44) Me: I'm sorry...
(07:30:55) Her: i dont fuckin need a xmas tree though.
(07:31:42) Her: did you know that she told me, "you cant make me pick between my love and.....you."
(07:32:04) Her: did you know that i told her that i was raped today?
(07:32:10) Her: and that she didnt care.
(07:32:13) Her: and told me to get over it.
(07:32:27) Her: did you know that im no ones little girl anymore?
(07:32:40) Me: Chloe... I'm sorry.
(07:33:01) Her: im not.
(07:33:08) Her: cuz i dont need fuckin xmas dinner.
(07:33:13) Her: so jokes on her.
(07:33:19) Her: eating is bad for you as it is.
(07:33:42) Her: but this happens to every son and daughter.
(07:33:57) Her: all mothers run out of love, right?
(07:34:01) Her: all of them do that right?
(07:34:03) Her: its normal.
(07:34:35) Me: Chloe, what your mom is doing to you is reprehensible, and it is not your fault.
(07:34:47) Her: its ok.
(07:34:50) Her: jokes on her.
(07:34:58) Her: i dont even like xmas.
(07:35:07) Her: i dont even want a xmas dinner.
(07:35:13) Me: I still want to spend Christmas with you, and cook for you.
(07:35:15) Her: its overrated right?
(07:35:17) Her: no.
(07:36:15) Me: Please? I don't want you to be alone.
(07:36:17) Her: im ok. i think the best thing for me is to b alone. my mom told me i dont want xmas dinner with you anymore...we can do dinner in jan. shes doing whats best for me obviously, cuz thats what moms do.
(07:36:20) Her: right?
(07:36:22) Her: right.
(07:36:30) Me: Not always.
(07:36:30) Her: its alright.
(07:37:00) Her: abandonment is part of leavin the nest.
(07:37:09) Her: thats what she siad.
(07:37:12) Her: said.
(07:37:13) Me: She's wrong
(07:37:16) Her: with her actions.
(07:37:19) Her: thats what she told me.
(07:37:24) Her: but jokes on her.
(07:37:29) Her: i dont want xmas dinner.
(07:37:39) Her: i dont want it.
(07:37:54) Her: im going to drink and eat my ramen and be merry.
(07:37:57) Me: At least let me spend the day with you.
(07:38:01) Her: im ok.
(07:38:09) Her: thank you.
(07:38:18) Her: you need to be with your family.
(07:38:36) Her: cuz soon, they will tell you to go somewhere and that they will meet you there...
(07:38:45) Her: but they wont show up for another 7 months.
(07:38:49) Me: My family will be fine without me, and they will completely understand if I'm needed elsewhere
(07:39:12) Her: nope. you watch. apparently you were not taught what i was?
(07:39:24) Her: so now you wont be prepared for when it happpens
(07:39:47) Her: i wonder why ppl dont ever talk about this part of growing up?
(07:39:58) Me: Because this isn't a part of growing up.
(07:40:34) Chloe logged in.
(07:40:37) Her: it happened, but no one dared talk about it.
(07:41:07) Her: she abandoned me didnt she.
(07:41:21) Her: thats ok.
(07:41:22) Me: Perhaps. BUt that's because she's a bitch
(07:41:31) Her: cuz i have my place.
(07:41:35) Her: where im wanted.
(07:41:37) Her: by me.
(07:41:41) Her: i want me there.
(07:41:51) Her: and the cool thing is that i can go on my roof.
(07:41:56) Her: with a chair.
(07:42:16) Her: and i can look at the tree out side of my building...(which is a landmark)
(07:42:21) Her: its 250 years old.
(07:42:28) Her: and ill sit there and look at it.
(07:42:41) Her: and ill wonder why he would ever want to live that long.
(07:42:53) Her: then ill wonder where his mom is.
(07:43:25) Her: i think ill have a good relationship with that tree.
(07:43:33) Her: its very pretty.
(07:43:49) Her: did you know that today...i lost it?
(07:43:55) Her: not just my head.
(07:43:58) Her: this time.
(07:44:04) Me: What happened?
(07:44:13) Her: but my sense of love.
(07:44:16) Her: eh. thats gay.
(07:44:25) Her: pretend i never siad that.
(07:44:36) Her: i dont want fuckin xmas dinner anywya.
(07:44:39) Her: way.
(07:45:25) Her: what happened?
(07:45:32) Her: read everything i just wrote.
(07:45:36) Her: thats what happened.
(07:45:38) Me: Oh.
(07:45:43) Her: wow.
(07:45:48) Me: Okay. I thought you were talking about something different
(07:45:55) Her: neh.
(07:46:03) Her: i dont want xmas dinner
(07:46:06) Me: Chloe, I'm sorry.
(07:46:18) Her: so she can shove tht good food in her mouth and fealdf
(07:46:22) Her: get fat
(07:48:04) Chloe logged in.
(07:48:11) Her: she su
(07:48:19) Her: she used to call me her light of her life
(07:48:19) Me: I'm sorry.
(07:48:33) Her: i asked her if he was her light of her life...
(07:48:44) Her: and she told me to leave her the fuck alone
(07:48:48) Her: toshe
(07:48:50) Her: those
(07:48:55) Her: were her wordks
(07:48:58) Her: ds
(07:49:33) Her: he wil pay for this.
(07:49:39) Me: I'm sorry.
(07:49:47) Her: i havenothing to vlive for anymroe
(07:49:57) Her: just fuckin shti
(07:50:12) Her: coke
(07:50:20) Her: i told her will e be my best firend
(07:50:31) Her: she sida...well there sint shit that i can do.
(07:50:42) Her: patrick.
(07:50:49) Me: Hmm?
(07:51:00) Her: shes one of those bad mothers. i think she is a bad mother now.
(07:51:18) Me: I agree.
(07:51:31) Her: and im teh kid all partents tell theird kids not to be.
(07:51:38) Her: im her.
(07:51:41) Me: I disagree.
(07:51:44) Her: but a bad child
(07:51:49) Her: and shes the bad momma
(07:51:58) Me: She's a bad parent, but you are not a bad child.
(07:52:09) Her: she thihnks i would be abad mommmmmmmmma
(07:52:15) Her: she told me
(07:52:26) Her: so.
(07:52:27) Me: SHe wouldn't know.
(07:52:42) Her: you have learned some stuff uhhf huh?
(07:52:56) Her: thtats why.
(07:53:04) Her: patrick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
(07:53:09) Me: Hmm?
(07:53:24) Her: colors are fadings
(07:53:35) Her: im not going to push the botton
(07:53:45) Her: so squiggley
(07:53:53) Me: What are you doing to yourself?
(07:54:06) Her: who arelly cares?
(07:54:09) Me: I do.
(07:54:10) Her: if you think
(07:54:14) Her: ign about it.
(07:54:32) Her: last time i commited suiscide
(07:54:39) Her: i cant feel my neack
(07:54:46) Her: and i have learned ot lvoe the lie
(07:55:13) Her: i want to know what its liekt oto be impartarong
(07:55:16) Her: improtant
(07:55:27) Her: im seeing negagitives of everyhgin
(07:55:30) Me: You are important.
(07:55:34) Her: like on photo shop
(07:55:45) Her: i fell like im on photoshop
(07:55:56) Her: the bottle is breathign
(07:56:11) Her: im affraidn im alome and intirely usless
(07:56:21) Me: You won't be alone, and you aren't useless.
(07:56:35) Her: im sooooooooooooooooooofukced upr right now
(07:56:51) Her: did you know that
(07:56:54) Her: my mom
(07:56:58) Her: she toled me
(07:57:06) Her: that i have nothing
(07:57:09) Her: but legal
(07:57:29) Her: boligation to you when
(07:57:46) Her: you are 18, youre gone
(07:57:51) Her: out ofmy life
(07:58:14) Her: i cantfell my musles
(07:58:18) Her: feeel
(07:58:22) Her: i cant fell them
(07:58:39) Her: lost comtrol omf moter skillss
(07:58:43) Her: alot
(07:58:45) Me: Are you drunk?
(07:58:51) Her: no.
(07:58:59) Her: imdunk on life
(07:59:11) Me: WHat have you done to yourself?
(07:59:14) Me: I'm worried
(07:59:33) Her: well seeee what i hcae bone you to myself
(07:59:38) Her: well see.
(07:59:42) Her: PATRICK
(07:59:47) Her: LISTEND TO ME.
(07:59:51) Her: HEY
(07:59:55) Her: HEHASKHFDKLSFGLJK
(07:59:56) Her: HRY
(07:59:57) Me: Yes
(08:00:02) Her: OK
(08:00:05) Her: HI
(08:00:11) Her: LISTEND TOME OK
(08:00:12) Her: ?
(08:00:15) Her: SHTI
(08:00:17) Me: OK
(08:00:17) Her: I FORGOT
(08:00:30) Her: I THINK YROUE SOOO COL
(08:00:35) Her: COOOL
(08:00:50) Her: im killin msyelf is what im doings
(08:00:55) Me: HOw?
(08:01:09) Her: ihavend t desciedd yet. but hwen i do.
(08:01:13) Her: illl lte you.
(08:01:15) Her: let
(08:01:16) Her: l
(08:01:18) Her: tell
(08:01:26) Me: Please don't.
(08:01:31) Her: LISTEN
(08:01:35) Me: Okay.
(08:01:38) Her: MERRY GO ROUND
(08:01:49) Her: THR EE
(08:01:57) Her: THE RAZOR AND THE PAGES IN THE MONEY
(08:02:09) Her: IT S BATTLE YOUCANT WIN
(08:02:17) Her: ITS A BLEATTLE YOU LOSE
(08:02:26) Her: oh now.
(08:02:32) Her: what have i do ne
(08:02:35) Her: hey now
(08:02:39) Her: itsll be ok
(08:02:51) Her: empty ahdnd
(08:03:00) Me: As long as you stay alive it will be.
(08:03:09) Her: YOU NEED TO TELL PRES BUSH SOMETHING O
(08:03:11) Her: K
(08:03:19) Me: what?
(08:03:22) Her: TEL HIM ABOUT THI KIDS
(08:03:30) Her: TELL HIM TO KIL THE SIKD
(08:03:32) Her: KDIS
(08:03:33) Her: KDIS
(08:03:34) Her: KISD
(08:03:36) Her: KIDS
(08:03:45) Her: OK?
(08:03:53) Me: I'll see what I can do.
(08:03:55) Her: I WANT SO SEE ON TV HIM
(08:04:00) Her: KILLING THE KISL
(08:04:02) Her: KIDS
(08:04:14) Her: IM GOINT OG TO
(08:04:20) Her: I TOOK THE PILLS
(08:04:28) Her: I TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK DAVICE
(08:04:38) Her: AND SITLL IM NTO ALRIGHT
(08:04:52) Her: I BELIBE IN THE END OK???
(08:05:00) Her: FUCKN LIGHTS ALL AWU
(08:05:03) Her: SQUARE
(08:05:18) Her: YOU AREMY SWEETSTAR
(08:05:22) Her: OK?
(08:05:26) Her: IF IM GONE
(08:05:32) Me: And you're mine. Please stop doing this.
(08:05:33) Her: YOU AREMY SWEETSTAR
(08:05:52) Her: DONT SEND THE ERRO FR REPROT OK?
(08:05:58) Her: misK
(08:06:01) Her: MICKROSOFT
(08:06:08) Her: HAS TOOMCUH TO DEAL WITH
(08:06:18) Her: JSUT DONT SEND THE ERRROR REMPORT OK?
(08:06:23) Her: TOO MCUH
(08:06:35) Her: ME NECK.
(08:06:39) Her: ITS STUCK
(08:06:44) Her: CAN YOUC OMEVER
(08:06:48) Her: AND HLEP ME?
(08:06:54) Her: CAN YOU HELPS ME?
(08:07:05) Me: What's your address again?
(08:07:08) Her: VOW FOAR ARE YOU?
(08:07:15) Me: Rockford.
(08:07:26) Her: I WANT FELL SLILENCE IN YOR SKIN
(08:07:34) Her: AND WE WERE AN ACCIDEDNT?
(08:07:52) Her: YOULL ALSEWAYS BE MY FAVORITE ON.E
(08:07:54) Her: OK?
(08:08:06) Her: WAHT HAVE OI DONE?
(08:08:11) Her: DID I TAKE SOMETIHENG/.?
(08:08:14) Me: Okay. Just let me have your address.
(08:08:20) Her: OUI.'
(08:08:26) Her: YOSUE SAY TAHT PATRICK.
(08:08:28) Her: A LOTS
(08:08:31) Her: OUE
(08:08:34) Her: YOU SAY IT NOW.
(08:08:38) Her: I CANT STOEP
(08:08:43) Her: I CANT FUCKIN SOPE
(08:08:44) Her: STOPS
(08:08:57) Her: I HAVE NO CNROTRL OVER HER MY BREIN
(08:09:00) Her: BREAIN
(08:09:06) Her: I HAVE TO GO.
(08:09:15) Her:
(08:09:18) Her:
(08:09:21) Her:
(08:09:22) Me: Okay. Promise you'll call me as soon as possible.
(08:09:24) Her: TAHSTME
(08:09:32) Her: IF WE DONTMAKE IT.
(08:09:41) Her: I WANT A BLCOK COFFIN
(08:09:52) Her: BURY ME WITH NANNNO
(08:09:54) Her: OK?
(08:09:59) Her: INEE DMS
(08:10:05) Her: I NED MUSCI IN HELL
(08:10:07) Me: Okay, but you'll make it.
(08:10:08) Her: OK?
(08:10:18) Her: ok@!!?!
(08:10:22) Her: WATI.
(08:10:27) Her: BEFOREI I GO
(08:10:32) Her: WAHT ARE YOU TELLIN BUSY?
(08:10:34) Her: BUSH?
(08:10:37) Her: BUSHSDLFJ
(08:10:40) Her: STOP GUSYS
(08:10:48) Her: THEYA RE EVERY WEHRE
(08:10:49) Me: To kill the kids
(08:10:53) Her: OK.
(08:10:56) Her: STOP
(08:11:12) Her: CAN YOU TELL HTEM TO GO AWYWA AND LBEABE ME ALINE IN PEACE
(08:11:23) Her: TELL ME PL
(08:11:24) Me: Sure.
(08:11:29) Her: TELL THE PPL TO GOAWAY
(08:11:31) Her: PASE
(08:11:33) Her: NOW.
(08:11:37) Me: Okay.
(08:11:39) Her: FCKKING NOW.
(08:11:45) Her: TELLHIMG
(08:11:46) Her: SHTIE
(08:11:48) Her: I HAVETO SOG
(08:11:52) Her: YOU FAILED ME
(08:12:02) Her: YOU DIDNE ST TELL HTME
(08:12:07) Her: YOUDIT
(08:12:13) Her: YOU DINTD TELL THEM TO GO.
(08:12:14) Me: I can't. I'm in Rockford.
(08:12:21) Her: WHOARE YOU>
(08:12:30) Her: CIANT PICAURE YOU
(08:12:34) Her: PICUTER YOU
(08:12:45) Her: I CANT REMEMVER WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING LIEK
(08:12:49) Me: Patrick
(08:12:52) Her: HI.
(08:13:03) Her: WATHDID YI TKAEK PATRICK?
(08:13:17) Her: TO COKE?
(08:13:23) Her: NORIGHT?
(08:13:32) Me: Chloe, you're scaring me.
(08:13:33) Her: SHAKIGN
(08:13:37) Her: I AVE TO GOD.
(08:13:53) Her: WELL YOU SCARE ME RICK
(08:14:15) Me: I'm worried. I want to know that you are going to be all right tomorrow.
(08:14:16) Her: OKKK
(08:14:28) Her: NOW ONES ONK OTTOMOROW
(08:14:33) Her: THERS NOT TOMRROW
(08:14:44) Her: SO FUCK LITTLE READ ANNIE BITCH
(08:14:52) Her: SHES AN OFROHPHAN
(08:14:57) Her: ANNNIE ORPAHON
(08:15:05) Her: WHATS UP HRE NONE?
(08:15:12) Her: WAHT DOES THAT SAY?
(08:15:25) Chloe logged out.

Margate:

wow...she's either really wasted and lying or seriously mentally ill.

i would say it's a 50/50 chance either way

Katrina:

I'm so sorry. You did a good thing, you couldn't have done it any other way and still be proud of yourself, right? So it's good.

Take care.

aksiokersa:

I read the whole thing. She's lucky to have you. Even though she might act pissed, inside she's glad that someone out there actually cares about her. It can be really hard/scary to get close to someone and be kind to people when you've been hurt as deeply and as many times as she has. Unless she gets some serious help, she's probably not ever going to be able to be in a healthy, loving relationship with you because she just doesn't know how. Just know you were an awesome friend to her, that you did the right thing - that there are other girls out there who will be better at returning your friendship and love, and you deserve that.

UnnecessaryZ:

She's crazy, but you are a bit of a doormat. You need to stop that.

bloomews:

Yeah, you did the right thing. The best thing you can do now is to stay as far away from her as possible and find someone a little more stable.

RyanDipietro:

Is she hot? Because you should post naked pictures of her in the Silliness forum. That'd teach her.


Do it.





Seriously.















Don't pussy out, dude.

FridgeMagnet said:
all i want for Christmas is another year of Ryan DiPietro hilarity.