Eh, a real question every once in a while.

http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Lifestyle/10385/

Well, I can tell you that I tried to swallow pills, but my body rejected them. I woke up and puked.

I love your #6!!!!

Try Alcoholics Anonymous.

I'm not even joking about this.

Prove to the world that I'm one strong motherfucking individual.

Dude, you've been through some tough shit, I'll give you that. But in no way are a fucking weakling.

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

You think you're unlucky at love? Unlucky at life?

Life is what you make of it.

Seek therapy or psychoanalysis if you reall think you're fucked up. But if you want to get out of this downward spiral, the first step is wanting to change.

Suicide's the coward's way out.

Prove to people that you're strong. Keep going. Get some nice fucking tattoos of the girls you loved and lost, and keep going forward. Not downward...

So much of life is perspective. Many of us have had loved ones taken from us in an unjust and untimely fashion. Don't be so selfish as to take yourself from your loved one's. People that don't even know you are reaching out to you on the internet. Because they realize that life is precious. It's not always pretty, but it's precious. If you close yourself off and expect only the worst form the world you will never be open to the wonderful things that the world has to offer.

I'm not suggesting you you change your username to Mr. happy rainbow pixie dust, but start small. Use this energy you have and the rare yet horrible experience you have had to do something positive be it to create or to reach out to others. There are a million options out there for you. You will never see them by only looking up at the dark cloud you perceive to be hovering over you.