First journal entry

So once upon a time we were all n00bs in awe of SG and it's new found fabulousness... so what the hell did you say in your first journal entry. For those of you who don't know how to get to it, go to the bottom of your journal entry, press the little 1 and keep pressing back until you can't go back anymore.

I present you with my very first entry eva:

FRIDAY MARCH 12 2004 12:43 PM

Alright, so I've finally gotten motivated enough to finally work on getting my app in. It's spring break so I actually have time to do something other then work and school. I have some pics up in SG hopefuls under PierceMeBeautiful, most of the same ones are in my pics. I'll be messin around with a digital camera this weekend so I can actually get some decent pics. I'm getting a new tat tomorrow, I'll try to put up pics soon. Other then that.... I've been a member for a while and I guess I've finally decided to participate in the site, so be my friend haha. Check out the pics if you want.... Later.

TUESDAY SEPTEMBER 07 2004 6:44 AM

Sometimes it's fun to go through picture sets backwards and watch all the women go and put their clothes on. Like a less depressing Slaughterhouse Five.

MONDAY APRIL 21 2003 12:02 AM

this is how these things get started

WEDNESDAY MARCH 03 2004 10:17 AM

I am in class and wondering that if I get caught looking at porn here, will they make me leave? I hope I get caught.

ooh what a good idea! mine's from August 11th, 2004, the day i joined

What's up? I have a livejournal that i use more often. Let me know if you'd like to read it and i can add you as a friend on there (if you use lj). My friend Cara-Jean is starting to model for SG and that's why I'm here. I am her photographer, woohoo. We did our first photo shoot last week. I thought it came out awesome, but she sent it in without me there to help her choose the right pics(!!) and it got rejected. Silly girl. We are moving to Portland, Maine next week - we're both really excited! eeek I've been going to school there for two years but she's moving out of our hometown for the first time ever. Hopefully she'll be ok. It should be great, I'll keep you all posted, whoever reads this.

my very first comment was by someone who is now my best friend... and i met him on here!

[Edited on Apr 25, 2005 by JupiterSunrise]

ok..this is spooky and ill tell you why at the end of the post:

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WEDNESDAY APRIL 21 2004 1:00 PM

Ok, so, lets say I dated this guy earlier this year...and, lets say, for arguments sake, his name is...oh, i dont know, lets pick a name out of the air like...Jacob. So, Jacob and I sorta drifted apart after he went in for back surgery the day before valentines day. I did my part and checked up on him every so often and id get an IM once in a while, but, ya know, no great effort on his part.

Then, recently, he sends me an IM out of the blue saying "I was downtown for a show and I went to Casino afterwards to try to find you".

We dont talk for weeks and you go and try and hunt me down at my bar? Well...ok

So, I figure he's wanting to hang out so as a goodwill gesture, I invite him for drinks or something and he errs and umms his way into saying that he's really busy lately but we'll get together "sometime".

And since then, he's sent me random IMs saying that a friend of his saw me someplace or something else that makes him sound like he's trying to keep tabs on me, and everytime I try to be nice and suggest we do something since he seems so damn interested in knowing where I am and what I'm doing, he puts me off.

Dont get me wrong, I wouldnt have anything to do with the guy romantically again. See, I have a rule. If you bone me, you have one week to return any phone calls or emails I make. If i dont get a reply or some sort of contact for one week, you never get to bone me again.

But, whats with someone keeping such a watchful eye on me as to go to a bar or have a mention of me drive him to contact me and tell me about who saw me where, but not wanting to actually, ya know, do anything about it??
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now why is this spooky ? I make mention of this rule again in today's entry. As far as I know, this is the only two times I've mentioned my "no phone no bone" rule

[Edited on Apr 25, 2005 by bluevalentine]

SUNDAY OCTOBER 05 2003 11:34 PM


this is my first entry.

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THURSDAY OCTOBER 09 2003 4:57 AM


trying to start a riot within myself, against myself... i deserve the broken bones and swollen eyes. the demonsÐ always in their perfect disguise... marketing their way back into my life through the blind spot/ trapdoor of an artificially flavored whore. or maybe i just need a second opinion.
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and i totally replied to other people's comments in my own journal!

first:-

Fourth:-

MONDAY DECEMBER 01 2003 11:12 PM

damn it 2:00 AM. Goodnite

TUESDAY NOVEMBER 30 2004 11:41 PM

Embattled[
Silent am I on the outside
While inside the maelstrom
I’m weathering nears its apex
Travel alone, afraid I will forever
With a one-way ticket to destruction
So meticulously orchestrated
Failure can only be imminent
As the sky turns black, ashes descend
Like snow on the scorched landscape
Of all that remains of my inconsequential being
Absolute nothingness closing in
I fear there are no more chances
I dread there is merely darkness and ash
Left to descend on my vacant shell
Consequences of my apathy
Are instantly and horrifyingly evident
The ashes descend like snow
Choking out every breathing entity
Do I succumb and join the bodies
Floating face down in the stream
Or exist to be ceaselessly embattled and scarred
The answers lie in the eyes
Of the angel who brought me back once upon a time
But is my pass only valid for one
I descend to the ashen ground
And my eyes burn with a dream
Showing my final resurrection



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This is what I do from time to time...

WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 17 2003 6:32 PM YAY!!! I FINALLY HAVE AN SG MEMBERSHIP!!

After months of passing through and lurking I indulged myself with an early Xmas gift!

I have lots of catching up to do!

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aww i remember that!

WEDNESDAY MARCH 17 2004 8:06 PM

Where to start? I just moved to Brooklin Ontario (north of whitby). I dont really know anyone, and have not met any one I would really like to know in any other sense then friendship. Its kinda tough for me to make friends some people are intimadated by me and I dont know why. So I'd love to talk to whoever you may be and maybe we'll be friends Happy St.Patricks Day

i think it's safe to say most of our first journal entries are craptacular

WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 29 2004 8:24 PM

Lookie Lookie Kids, my very first journal entry. I wish i had this amazing, fantastic, extraordinary story to post, but i dont. Hmmm. Who will be my the person to break my comment cherry cause Im a SG virgin.

Who was it?

SEPT. 3, 2003:

I know there's nothing more boring than talking about the weather but fucking-a it feels good today. Georgia has the unique ability of being rainy and still hot as hell. Today though was the first break we've had in the heat and humidity. The changing of the seasons always puts me in a good mood. That and the start of baseball season.

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wouldnt you like to know.

I was cool the moment I got here, chump.

What, are you some kind of black widow? You killed him.

i can only go back as far as Jun '04, but i became a member in Apr '04. i get this message "can't find any entries prior to Jun '04"