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deadlyflower1695

deadlyflower1695

I'm lost
October 2002

NOV 26, 2002 04:48 PM

Do you want to know why I am cancelling my membership? Go read my journal. frown

Dia

Dia

SUICIDEGIRL

Monaco

NOV 26, 2002 04:59 PM

TONS OF THEM GET FILED.

It doesn't mean anything. Who even fucking cares about being a SG?????? Why is it important. Go read the sfgrrl thread for some sentiment on this. And Lesa wrote something pretty damned amazing, I thought, on the SG livejournal, she should repost it.

Man, people are sore losers. As if there's anything to win. You want to make porn? Why does anyone want to make porn? I make porn because I always made porn. I made porn before I was 18 years old. I made porn I showed my mom when I was 18... there's nothing to do. You just do it. It's inevitable. And if it's not, find something else.

I *AM* porn.

Fuck me sometime and I'll show you what I mean.

It makes me sad.

whatever whatever whatever whatever

Caligula1

Caligula1

San Diego, CA
OLD SKOOL

NOV 26, 2002 05:14 PM

Don't go girl! frown

Fuck the system and post your pics here! PuNk rawK! If you need help I can cause riots pretty well.

Edea

Edea

SUICIDEGIRL

New Hampshire, USA

NOV 26, 2002 05:18 PM

perhaps that attitude of 'fuck you, if i can't be a model i don't want to be member' is the very reason you were denied. veronica and the other gods of sg have been taking applications and speaking with hopefuls for awhile now and can probably tell right away whether or not someone would be a good suicidegirl. but what do i know... whatever

Al

Al

SUICIDEGIRL

Christmas Island

NOV 26, 2002 05:31 PM

You joined... because you wanted to be an SG... I don't think... what? Whether or not you're a member has no bearing on whether you get to be an SG. So, if you can't pose naked and have all sorts of strangers drooling all over you you don't want to look at any of the other girls or chat with us on the boards? What's up with that?

MirkwoodMaiden

MirkwoodMaiden

Richmond, VA
October 2002

NOV 26, 2002 05:48 PM

flower you know im your buddie, but i think edea has a point. and i told you already it doesnt matter if you're and SG or not. you're an awesome person and very smart. i understand becoming an SG was something you wanted badly but its not the end of the world hun. dont let that ruin your attitude here. its to much of a cop out reason. dont go, we still love you.

{{kisses}}
WingZ

disgorge

disgorge

I'm lost
August 2002

NOV 26, 2002 05:51 PM

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[Edited on Nov 26, 2002 by disgorge]

Sean

Sean

STAFF

Los Angeles, CA

NOV 26, 2002 05:53 PM

go to the model application page:

http://www.suicidegirls.com/model/

Do you see the warning there? It says:

So you want to be a suicidegirl huh? Well fill out this application and you just might have a shot at it, although we ain't promising you anything.

Not everyone can be a SuicideGirl. I can't, for one. I could spend my entire life working to be a SuicideGirl and it would never happen. Other things I will *never* be for various reasons, no matter how hard I work at it: a professional basketball player, a rockstar, a classical cellist, an olympic gymnast, an airforce pilot, the star of a Wes Anderson movie, a critically acclaimed novelist, a cop, a beekeeper, the world's most dangerous supervillian, President of the united states, a dallas cowboy cheerleader, a budhist monk, your mom, an astronaut.

Life sucks and it isn't fair. Move on. We were not all created equally, we all have our own special qualities and skills and the trick to life is not to bitch about what you can't do, but to focus on what you can do and do it the best you can. I'll never be a great novelist, I just can't write that well, no matter how much I try, but I'm pretty good at building websites, I understand how to do that and feel like it's what I'm good at, so thats what I spend my time doing. I dunno, I don't think I can be anything, i know my limits and exploit my talents, and I think thats the key to happiness. There is that line in Fight Club about how everyone is pissed because they grew up being told they could be rockstars and moviestars and then they found out they couldn't be any of those things and they felt cheated. Don't feel cheated or angry or bitter, none of us here on this planet are entitled to anything, we all just get the cards we are dealt and play them the best we can.

deadlyflower1695

deadlyflower1695

I'm lost
October 2002

NOV 26, 2002 05:56 PM

I think I was misunderstood when I said I was leaving because I was filed. I was a bit bothered about not knowing why, but the fact is shit happens. I was burned by the jerk who took the photos and the quality sucked and now the whole experience is kind of a clusterf*ck.
Dia I enjoy showing myself off- there is a rush with doing porn and this was just something new.
The boards are great but subscribing to a site I recieved a form letter refusal from just irked me a little. Its not like I was in it for money. It was just gratification.
As well as the losses from the crappy photographer(over $100U.S.) I am left wondering why.
A "your a babe-but your picture quality sucked ass" would have made me much happier.
I just wanted to express myself, toot my horn and share thoughts. I really admire most of you, and suck my ass to those who think I have a bad attitude. Fact is I just need a break to pet my scratched ego.
If you know what I am saying.
Love and kisses...

Dia

Dia

SUICIDEGIRL

Monaco

NOV 26, 2002 05:56 PM

Oh Spooky! I hadn't seen that... that's well said.

arik

arik

San Francisco, CA
OLD SKOOL

NOV 26, 2002 05:57 PM

not to undermine your point or anything spooky, but i totally think you have a shot at a wes anderson movie :-)

Dia

Dia

SUICIDEGIRL

Monaco

NOV 26, 2002 06:01 PM

deadlyflower: You can ALWAYS reapply! If it's set quality that is what you feel was your hindrance, you can easily re-take shots and reapply. Many of the girls have done that.
Don't lick a wounded ego, be above it all. Be above everyone. Be an angel looking down and if no one sees you, go where they can. If you want a rush, there's a lot of outlets for that. You can do the cam thing, or start your own site, or streak naked through your local mall, or pose nude for art classes, or strip buck in a bar, or start a kissing booth for a fake charity, or become a stripper. It's not just this site. I wasn't dissing you, I was saying there's other places on earth. This planet is big.
And I want to see your ego rise above.
I've seen more posts like this in the past two weeks then I have since I came here in Feb? And I dunno why.

Dia

Dia

SUICIDEGIRL

Monaco

NOV 26, 2002 06:03 PM

ZaNarKi said:
Nooo don't go! I'm sure if we all got together and boycotted SuicideGirls they would change their minds and make you Queen SuicideGirl! C'mon everybody fight the power!

Is it just me.. or are some of the SG wannabes becoming big friggin babies?
Sorry you didn't get your way!
*passes the tissue*
CYA!



Cool, you can earn some death threats with me! love

Rosalyn

Rosalyn

SUICIDEGIRL

Ontario, Canada

NOV 26, 2002 06:03 PM

It's really to bad you don't want to be part of this site just because you're not a model - this is an awesome community!

arik

arik

San Francisco, CA
OLD SKOOL

NOV 26, 2002 06:07 PM

it's so true, this place rocks. and re-apply! morgan got turned down the first time, i bet a lot of other did too.

they are busy, shove your hot self at them enough times and they will notice.

and spooky is right, you don't get to do everything. i, for instance, will never be able to write more comments then dia. not that i've excepted that fact yet :-)

neon

neon

Brooklyn, NY
November 2002

NOV 26, 2002 07:20 PM

there are so many other ways to contribute to this site other then being one of the nekkid girls. if you joined this site just for that one reason then maybe you don't belong here.

plus you can always always reaply. if you live anywhere near NY i'll even take your pix! find someone you trust to take pictures of you. that way you look like you're enjoying yourself because that's all this site is about.

Linz

Linz

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

NOV 26, 2002 07:32 PM

this is fucking stupid. people dont come on SG to see ridiculously obese girls. thats not what this site is about, and if you are pissed because all the girls are "too skinny" then find a website where all the girls are fat and make yourself a cozy little home there.

Obeerious

Obeerious

Canton, MI
October 2002

NOV 26, 2002 07:38 PM

Linz said:
this is fucking stupid. people dont come on SG to see ridiculously obese girls. thats not what this site is about, and if you are pissed because all the girls are "too skinny" then find a website where all the girls are fat and make yourself a cozy little home there.



Oh yeah, well...

"I like big butts and i cannot lie! You other brothers can't deny!"

But anyway, I'm not all about skinny girls. I think it's pretty disgusting when a girl is so thin that you can open a beer bottle between her ribs. When I see that, I think the girl has a case of Anorexia Nervosa and should see a doctor or a psychologist. shocked

Linz

Linz

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

NOV 26, 2002 07:43 PM

im not all that into the extreme skinniness either, and when my set goes up you will see that im not at all skinny, but it is just frutrating to hear so many damned complaints about the site, when we are the most diverse site on the freaking web. all the girls here are totally different and beautiful. it's all about the attitude baby.

Edea

Edea

SUICIDEGIRL

New Hampshire, USA

NOV 26, 2002 07:49 PM

was i being too harsh?

i didn't mean to sound like a bitch, i'm just grumpy today. wink

besides, i love it here and i got a little defensive. sorry frown

neon

neon

Brooklyn, NY
November 2002

NOV 26, 2002 07:53 PM

you were not being harsh. i think you hit the nail right on the head wink

Sean

Sean

STAFF

Los Angeles, CA

NOV 26, 2002 08:02 PM

you were not too harsh at all.

GoatsGoToHell

GoatsGoToHell

USA
OLD SKOOL

NOV 26, 2002 08:10 PM

It's too bad you are leaving on such conditions, since it really had nothing to do with the site itself it seems, but if that's what you deemed most important to you then so be it. As a few other people suggested, if you really only wished to be seen modeling nude and to make some cash, there are other options out there, so best of luck, you seem like a good kid.

I've been around the site for a long ass time now, so this isnt the first dramatic exit I've witnessed, hopefully when I decide to call it quits I just kind of fade to black.

Anyways, nothing but love to everyone, I'm amazed daily that I still am drawn into this site more and more each day for over a year now.

deadlyflower1695

deadlyflower1695

I'm lost
October 2002

NOV 26, 2002 08:21 PM

Linz said:
im not all that into the extreme skinniness either, and when my set goes up you will see that im not at all skinny, but it is just frutrating to hear so many damned complaints about the site, when we are the most diverse site on the freaking web. all the girls here are totally different and beautiful. it's all about the attitude baby.



Whoa where did this string come from? I am comfortable with my body, and I love how the girls on this sight look. Fact is I was a bit emotional when I posted my goodbye. If you actually read back a little you might understand that November is an emotional rollercoaster for me.Spam about my"fuck you for not wanting me" attitude and stating that I don't like skinny chicks is just putting words in my mouth.
I appreciate all the sentiments even the bad opinions, but I just need a break.

LuLu

LuLu

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

NOV 26, 2002 08:22 PM

Linz said:
this is fucking stupid. people dont come on SG to see ridiculously obese girls. thats not what this site is about, and if you are pissed because all the girls are "too skinny" then find a website where all the girls are fat and make yourself a cozy little home there.



RIGHT ON! i am so damn sick of that 'im fat so i can't be and SG' shit. its geting old and lame. As a member of the Suicide Girls Live journal community i posted a entry that basicly said the same dam them. it most likely has nothing to do with your weight. there are SO many factors involved, esspecaly for remote models. There is also more to life then becomeing a SG. Its all about fun! if your gonna whine and cry, then you wen't right for the site in the first place. Like a lot of people said, it half about the porn and half about the people and the community. people that the rejection to personal, they don't realize that a lot of girls apply the first time and dont make it. theres no reason you can't try again.

[Edited on Nov 26, 2002 by LuLu]

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