identity crisis 101

I've used the alias JeanBaptista since the beginning on this account but I think that I've cracked and I can no longer cope with live between two characters, one real and one semi-real.

Although I would love to continue my work I think that I am a bit of a menace.

Q1. Am I a menace?

The difficulty stems from living so many different and distinct lives. Eg. Life in a single parent family, a sounding board and confident for quite a few friends who are going through some hard times, a part of the enterage of a burgeoning hip hop act and of course, my lives of my three SuicideGirls alter-egos. They're mixing constantly but I don't think that they are now and if you met me for real you would most likely see an authentic and unified person, unless I felt threatend. That's history that I think I am dealing with reasonably well.

I'd also like to plant a bomb inside dyslexia now because it is so exaggerated everywhere and the most important thing for someone with it is to let go of their inhibitions.


I'm a pretty crazy person. Does anyone else remember when it was tres cool to be a bit mad a few years ago? What happend there? Have I got the zietgeist down or is this another part of my paranoia? I've actually been rather encouraged by the phenominon of paranoia since visiting the Dali museum in Barcelona. But that is another debate.

I guess what I would like to hear from you about most is whether or not I should stick around? You know, it can get a little bit like a drug around here but it shouldn't be. As Mister Satan's voiced, this place is as real as anything else and I do have a tremendous amount of respect for everyone, even if my rabscallian tendancies runaway with me sometimes.

Whatever I do now I know that I will have to relinquist my current ethos because it is too stressful, though I do believe that it could be good for the world outside of SG. I'll have to see what I can do about that in other, less offensive ways.


So what?

Yeah so basically....

Maybe you should stop drinking Clorox.

Or start?

try not to take it so seriously. it's just an internet porn/forums site.

Does this mean that I am completely forgiven?

identity crisis 101 would be - who am i?

you, my friend, sound like you are more like version 10.3

Hey, I'm not that bad. This writing business is a like a petrolium oyster.

What did I miss here? Is Peter/Jean having a meltdown? I'd go back and pore over his posts to see what's going on but I'm not that interested.

So if anyone wants to give me the cliff notes version I'd greatly appreciate it!

petrolium oyster. i like that. thats good.

umm what is it?

it's not like this has just happend to me. I thinking about when I lost my cool in front of all of the jocks in the library at college once. I think that this is some sort of quest for acceptance from the kind of people who I miss in my *real* life.

But of course, I don't want to play the game. I am a rebel. I need to find my rebel niche and I need to slay my forum deamons.

i don't need to explain what a petrolium oyster is.

[Edited on Jan 09, 2005 by Peter]

man, i could be wrong but is self loathing in the air today?
stay if you'd like.....

"I shrunk some other weapons....Just in case......"

Yeah. Always check for little tiny footprints on the brain.

I'M JEAN VALJEAN!

,,, sorry, I had to.

great first post!

wait a minute...

Fuck me sideways, for a horrible moment I thought he was confessing that three of the SGs on the site were actually him in various different drags.

Cliff Notes for those who want them.

- Boy confused.
- Seeks help at SG.
- Silly rabbit.

This is sooo exagerated. I just saw the face of God... I think I would remember that. I guess it's something else to work on...

Where did all these dickwads come from this weekend?

It's the rain.

Just an internet porn/forums site! What the....SG.com is THE internet porn/forums site!

I've been wondering the same thing. My theory - aliens.