go die

okay. i wasn't trying to be an attention whore or whatever you all think i am by posting something like i did, i was only putting down some honest emotion like other people do about bands and junk. but somehow the "buck up" comment cemented it. so here it is--
forget i said anything.

[Edited on Nov 09, 2004 by laine]

Reason # 1: This site, how can anyone not want to live with all this hotness?

because I love you...

meh. seems like half these ladies live around and strip on the weekends. i can see hot whenever i want...

you answered your own question

but it's boring. life is boring.

dear god. i sound like an angst ridden teen.

Please Read This

I made the decision not to do this about 2.5 years ago. I've been happier since, and it scares me to think of the cool things I'd have missed and people I wouldn't have met. I'm grateful, every single day, that I never went through with it. Even when things get horrible, they pale in comparison to the day I almost died. I have a much better perspective now.

thats why.

Mmmm... smells like LIVEJOURNAL!

[Edited on Nov 08, 2004 by Shalome]

Oh, fine, here.

THIS is why you should go on living:



(and no, I did not create this monstrosity. Blame snottlebocket.)

...When they were not arguing, the boredom was so fierce that one day the old woman ventured to say, "I should like to know which is worse, being raped a hundred times by negro pirates, having a buttock cut off, running the gauntlet in the Bulgar army, being flogged and hanged in an auto-da-fé, being dissected, and rowing in the galleys —experiencing, in a word, all the miseries through which we have passed— or else just sitting here and doing nothing?" "It's a hard question", said Candide. These words gave rise to new reflections, and Martin in particular concluded that man was bound to live either in convulsions of misery or in the lethargy of boredom.

uhm i think id put that in the reasons to die column... ewwwww!

You've gotta at least hang around to see Episode III to see Vader become Vader!

.........Oh dear god, why does that turn me on?

And the last season of The Sopranos!

Thanks for posting that Sorcha.

As for me, I've thought quite a few time to just off myself.

It's never worth it in the end, espcially the pain you cause others when you're gone.

And there will be pain for them. trust me.

More like an attention whore.

Sorcha that made me cry. So much of that rang true for me. Even down to crying into a kitties fur.

i cant tell you how much i wish that were the truth.

forget it. it's not like i ever would anyways, i just sometimes think about it. hard.
but my life will go on meaningless and dull. whatever.

exactly my thoughts. Die becasue life is boring?? ugh

a-men.

I see no way out for you.

Sorry.

thanks for sharing darlin' i wish that what i had were somehow event related, but i've been living with this shit for 10 years now.

i've cried in kitties fur too.