Al said:
"And I have found both freedom and safety in my madness; the freedom of loneliness and the safety from being understood, for those who understand us enslave something in us."
nero2675 said: desidia said:
no, I need a full time job... or a revolver
Then go out and get a job instead of trying to get sympathy from a bunch of people online.
oregon is not exactly known for its employment opportunities...
however I was looking all week out in all that winter shit and caught a flu.
BTW, I don't want your fucking sympathy. the whole point of the thread was to mark a chapter in the life of everyone that I had skipped.
of course now that I'm dying from the plaugue I do want some sympathy. you know when you're hyper sensitive and it hurts to be touched, including light particles touching your eye? yeah... so piss off mister "I have numbers in my name" I'm feeling antipathetic
Sigh, ok, you want to make me look like the asshole then I might as well be one.
oregon is not exactly known for its employment opportunities...
Wahh, try getting a job in Maine ass, we're oh, like 49 or 50 in the country in jobs availible, something like 90% of the people who graduate college in this state move to another state to find work. Somehow though some of us manage to wipe the dirt off our asses and go out and pound the pavement until we find something, even if it means working at McDonalds.
however I was looking all week out in all that winter shit and caught a flu.
Again, this is a statement made for no other reason then to make people feel sorry for you. "Poor guy, he's unemployed but he was working so hard to find a job that he made himself sick." Blah, blah, blah. We all get sick, we all have to deal with winter. Like clockwork I get sick within a week of the begginning of every semester at school, but I deal with it.
the whole point of the thread was to mark a chapter in the life of everyone that I had skipped.
The whole point of your thread and I qoute was to say, "NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME I'd like to think it applies a little more to me than most, but I'd imagine we all think that *sigh*"
Yeah, we all do "think" that. I've thought that, you've thought that, everyone who has ever turned 18 has thought that and we all are a little misunderstood. Some of us understand that that is just a fact of life though and rather than posting it on a message board we just laugh and say, "well shit, if I'm so misunderstood then maybe I should do something to make people better understand me instead of whinning about it."
of course now that I'm dying from the plaugue I do want some sympathy. you know when you're hyper sensitive and it hurts to be touched, including light particles touching your eye? yeah... so piss off mister "I have numbers in my name" I'm feeling antipathetic
Apparently you're not so sick, or hyper sensitive that you can't hang-out online and chat up the message boards though. When I'm sick with the flu I usually only get out of bed to vomit, but maybe I just get the east-coast version.
Sorry about the rant, but rrrrrr, if you're sick then go to bed. If you're misunderstood then try to help others understand you. If you're unemployed then get a job. If you need people to validate you online then expect to get berated by people who probably have lives just as tough as you but don't complain about it.
Al
SUICIDEGIRL
Christmas Island
FEB 07, 2004 11:22 AM