Ok so why is it when you tell people some of the crazy thngs you've done, or make them a good cd, they label you insane. I don't think most people know how take soemone whoisn't a cardboard cut out od pop culture. Oh and the gnu and knife thing either, getreal folks people have htese thngs and are responsible with them, barring of course the fact that we are still human in t he end....SO anyone out tehre get hjated on for being a "psycho" or weirdo by pop culture, iwant some other experinces or answers. I'm not whining so muchas bored and wodnerign if the mdiwest is some geographic anomaly....
I've thought about becoming a serial killer, but then figured that would cramp the rest of my lifestyle too much. Not to mention the bad karma I'd have to offload as a result. Although there are a lot of cretins and morons around that could make it worthwhile. If I can make time for it, I may come back to it when I'm a bit older and wiser. [shrugs]
EH yeah i have had similair thoughts, but it's a rough job you know, no off tiem or 401 k plan. I just doesn't pay to be a serial killer in modern times. You have to have a good job to support your homicidal tendencies...
i went to a bar one time wearing black nailpolish. me and my friend werent there long when 4 guys come up and sit at the bar beside me. moments pass and they notice my fingertips. they literally went to everyone in the bar asking them if they thought i looked gay, and before long i have about 10 people including the bartender in my face acting as if my nails were some huge insult to them. a couple of them even followed me and my bud outside wanting to fight, just because i had black nails. the whole time i wasnt even bashing them, i was just saying things like "leave me alone", "whats wrong with being different??"...
standing out often has negative effects like that, but then also when i was in high school i had people telling me they wish they were brave enuf to stand out like i did which is pretty cool
Yeah, i know what you mean, heh thats shitty, I've done things liek that but most peolpe don't fuck with me, i guess it might be partially becuase many peopel know i pack sometiems...And since i'm brutally honest people know i'm not full of shit, being honestand real is scary for so many people it's sick
i never wanted to hurt anyone, but i was told that i had to hurt those that me back, and as i grew older i felt that i would kill someone if they crossed a certain line, but i waited and noone crossed it and then i joined a gang (V13psychos) and people were crossing it left and right, or so it seemed, and it was hard to understand when it was ok to kill, so i pretendedit was ok all the time and then i went to prison and someone really crossed that line and i understood and they said i acted in self defense but they also said i was a sociopath and i don't think much of killing anymore....as a solution, anyway...
kighva said: i went to a bar one time wearing black nailpolish. me and my friend werent there long when 4 guys come up and sit at the bar beside me. moments pass and they notice my fingertips. they literally went to everyone in the bar asking them if they thought i looked gay, and before long i have about 10 people including the bartender in my face acting as if my nails were some huge insult to them. a couple of them even followed me and my bud outside wanting to fight, just because i had black nails. the whole time i wasnt even bashing them, i was just saying things like "leave me alone", "whats wrong with being different??"...
standing out often has negative effects like that, but then also when i was in high school i had people telling me they wish they were brave enuf to stand out like i did which is pretty cool
thats fuct- maybe when my 6 year old son asks me to paint his nails black *next time I should say no.* For some reason he always wants me to paint his nails black.- did I mention he's six????? Since he started school I started only painting his toenails black- because of that same reason. In the United States no one at his old school ever said anything- but Im sure someone would say something at the school he goes to now- N thats just fuct- people think Im fuct for painting his nails when he asks me to.- whatever
N I typically OVERSHARE stuff that people would generally keep to themselves- it makes people think Im a total full on raving luneball.
Sometimes I am freakishly weird though- I can understand why people would have the inclination to
Call me a psycho.
ChaosMachine said: I tend to do the same thing, makes people thnk your odd forbeing so open, kind a bites me in the ass you know.
Yeah- I use to totally worry about things Id say- but Um---only After the fact for some reason. I've noticed as Ive gotten older- sometimes I throw stuff into conversation on purpose KNOWING it might cause waves cuz I think its funny. I usually dont care- anymore- but I know what you mean about biting you in the ass- OH SO WELL~ Elle xoxo
ChaosMachine said: EH yeah i have had similair thoughts, but it's a rough job you know, no off tiem or 401 k plan. I just doesn't pay to be a serial killer in modern times. You have to have a good job to support your homicidal tendencies...
That's why you kill them and then steal all their stuff but still no 401 k plan or union. Unless your one of those walk into a building with a gun and shoot everyone serial killers then you probly don't have the time to steal.
ChaosMachine
Bloomington, IN
May 2003
SEP 10, 2003 07:50 AM