Thirty said:
I've thought long and hard about suicide for a few years now, even going as far as to weigh the pros and cons of various scenerios I've put together. However, I do not consider myself depressed. To put it succintly, I hate myself with every fiber of my being. It doesn't make me sad. To call myself worthless is, to me, a statement of fact.
Anyone else feel this way?
I am what I have coined "passively suicidal" I cannot do it for the sake of those who love me, but I dont really know what I'm contributing to suicide. Every day is such a struggle, I'm just waiting for it to be easier. But I will try, until I can't anymore. And that'll be the day I m ake my decision.
Thirty said: Obviously, no one feels the same way as I do and this thread just impaled itself on a flagpole.
Oh my god, they killed the topic. you bastards.
Logic, logic, logic...I think that it is inconsistent to think that I am worthless and then trust myself to make a life or death decision...on what can I base this decision...I surely cannot trust myself if I hate myself, even if I am happy with that relationship...And noble acts are done for others, the last time I checked...but most everyone is making sense here, which is refreshingly paradoxical.
tarbaby said:
talk you out of what? feeling this way or doing it? i've felt the same way for years,but the pain and guilt it would inflict on others means more to me than my own problems. ...
Sateeva
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USA
NOV 29, 2010 04:41 PM