RumpusParable said: have had the joy of demonic issues through a large portion of my life. infestation & oppression. that's mine.
that means, the mental attacks on me & others, things moving, freaky, terrifying, and very upsetting things. not pleasant. started when i was around 4 (my earliest memory of it) but may have started earlier based on comments by family (though they didn't realize what it was until i was grown & dealing with the worst of it).
not pleasant.
known others who have had ghost & other supernatural activities in there life -the region i grew up in has a lot of problems with it & is actually famous for it.
but not ghosts specifically for me.
[Edited on Aug 02, 2003 by RumpusParable]
ARe you sure it's not chemical imbalance or perhaps multiple personality? I'm sure you get asked that all the time when you bring that up...but it's a rational explanation.
other than that, and similar things, there was that one Thanksgiving dinner when my entire family got along. And I guess I purposefully fill as many moments of my waking life as I can with imagined forces of beauty and avatars of good and mischief playing joyfully all around us. I think this is why I don't dream.
Rational explanations aren't very much fun, because they all tend to boil down to 'you're insane, you need to spend all your money on a head shrinker so your life can be boring'.
I'd just like to state my resons for being interested in ghosts, spirits and other paranormal phenomenon. Life's biggest mystery is what happens when the body dies. Spirits provide what appears to be proof of an afterlife. I like the fact that I can spend my whole life studying a subject that, when my time comes, I will finally have the answer to. Too bad I have to die to learn it.
i hate these stories about people who go 'ghost hunting'
i think its completely retarded !
if you read some books by some fantastic mediums you will find out that most of the time you arnt expecting to see what you might see....you might be washing the dishes or even on the net, lol. when have you ever heard of anyone seeing anything when they are hunting for ghosts ?
anyone who is half and half on the subject of the aftre life should go and see a recommned physic. i have only been to two and both of them were great. make sure that your friends or people that you know have been first, the sad thing is most of them are liars just in it for the $. the lady from montel is good. sylvia brown...the good ones will normally do alot of police work, helping out with murder cases and stuff.
this lady that i went to go and see in england was that good she freaked me out. she used to come over here to america and help the police once a yr for 3 mnths. i was supprised when i got a chance to meet her as she was always booked up. but anyway...she told me that i would marry young and he would have an accent (whihc i though was bull coz i was only 17 and i was sure i was gonna marry someone from england, where i am from).
then she kept going on about a rabbit, lol and then about a rose tree and a rabbit, when i told her that i had no idea what she was talking about she got pretty pissed but she moved on. then she told me that some one, a female with dark hair and eyes that was going to try to distroy something of mine that i loved, i still had no clue and none of my mates had dark features. to cut a along story short when i went home i told my mum about the rabbit and she burst out laughing (which freaked me out) she asked me if i didnt remember ? i was like what ? anyway, i didnt hardlly....when i was 6 and my sister kate was 4 we had a rabbit but (dont get mad) we didnt take very gooid care of it and it passed away, at that time my grandad was still alive and my mum said he was pissed at us for not taking care ot it so he made us dig a massive hole at the bottom of my mums garden, we put the rabbit in an old shoe box, then grandad wrote a little prayer on some paper and added it the the box. then we burried it and said a little prayer ourself. i honestly dont remember if he said it then or a few days aftre but i di remember what he said
he said that the dead rabbit would be good for the new rose bush to grow. at that timw there was no rose bush but the next summer it had grown and it was lovely. now i am not possitve if that was what she was talking about but i dont know what else that meant ?
o and i did get married young (20) and i met his a few days aftre my reading, and guess what (duh duh duhhhhh) he was american !!!!!! and i when i first came over here to live with him there was this horrid girl that must of been jealous so she trued her very hardest to split us uo and basically make my life shit, well i am still here and we are still happily married butr she is gone now...i didnt kill her lol, but my brother inlaw did split up with her.
o i luv chatten about stuff like this, i could do it all day.
dude i think i invoked a spirit tonight, im ready to shit my pants. no bullshit, not lying on my fathers grave, i invoked something.... go to www.necromatrix.com on the sight it says it can be used as a portal, and while listening and watching the first time i turned it off after i heard a low growl and felt static on my shoulder. the second time i didnt wanna look only listen and i heard a whisper and i shut off the site again and i was seeing in 11/11 vision, if you dont know what that is its when your vision rocks back and forth, and its from when you watch something using rapid eye movement, because you are going into a trance. but here ill show the 2 things in the faq that i found that relates to both things the electric shock on my shoulder and the 11/11 vision
Q: What Is NecroMatrix?
A: NecroMatrix is a web-based focal point for paranormal contact. The NecroMatrix website is interactive in the sense that the website acts as a doorway to other dimensions allowing a two-way connection from this realm to other realms of existence. Most people, however, refer to the operating system and application as one-way contact. In reality, two-way contact has to be established just as in an electrical charge.
Q: What Does It Mean If I have Been Seeing 11:11 After Viewing Your Site?
A: Something is trying to contact you.
now remember i saw the 11/11 vision, i was not looking at anything that used rapid eye movement, i was only listening.... on top of that i heard the voice and my speakers were on mute(which i didnt know until after i shut off the website) like it was in my head
A: NecroMatrix is a web-based focal point for paranormal contact. The NecroMatrix website is interactive in the sense that the website acts as a doorway to other dimensions allowing a two-way connection from this realm to other realms of existence. Most people, however, refer to the operating system and application as one-way contact. In reality, two-way contact has to be established just as in an electrical charge.
i used to play w/ ouija boards a lot in high school..
heard some freaky noises and felt things..
also bloody mary was a big thrill for me then too..
haha oh those were the days..
RumpusParable said: have had the joy of demonic issues through a large portion of my life. infestation & oppression. that's mine.
that means, the mental attacks on me & others, things moving, freaky, terrifying, and very upsetting things. not pleasant. started when i was around 4 (my earliest memory of it) but may have started earlier based on comments by family (though they didn't realize what it was until i was grown & dealing with the worst of it).
not pleasant.
known others who have had ghost & other supernatural activities in there life -the region i grew up in has a lot of problems with it & is actually famous for it.
but not ghosts specifically for me.
[Edited on Aug 02, 2003 by RumpusParable]
ARe you sure it's not chemical imbalance or perhaps multiple personality? I'm sure you get asked that all the time when you bring that up...but it's a rational explanation.
i missed this one back when this thread was fresh & since it's been bumped i'll respond now (sorry max for not responding then, didn't see it):
if it were purely that i seemed to see things or that things were in different locations than before, i'd assume it was just me. i'm of the sort that looks for the simplest explanation.
but, so far nothing besides the descriptions of demonic infestation & oppression (with beginnings of possession) come close, so that's the name i have for it.
it's involved me, people living with me who did not know about it & those that did, people who did not know me at the time their problems related to me started & we met later, people who i've thought about asking for help who were thousands of miles away & i'd not yet spoken to about it, etc.
it's not been a limited-to-me or just odd behaviors of mine towards others situation and the events have often been rather dramatic, not of the very common "i don't remember putting that there" variety people can mistake if they're prone to getting heebie-jeebies or such.
scumpunk said:
i was seeing in 11/11 vision, if you dont know what that is its when your vision rocks back and forth, and its from when you watch something using rapid eye movement, because you are going into a trance.
Q: What Does It Mean If I have Been Seeing 11:11 After Viewing Your Site?
A: Something is trying to contact you.
now remember i saw the 11/11 vision, i was not looking at anything that used rapid eye movement, i was only listening....
if it started during viewing the site or directly afterward, this is because of the flashing/shifting images they use. it's a commonly-used technique to induce a change in mental state during things like hypnosis, EEGs, and meditation.
there are invocation spells on that website inside the flash, i made that last comment while i was hysterical about the whole encounter. now a day later i got my bearings.
Maybe seen Bigfoot, I've seen walls bleed, a reenactment, and one or two other things. I have also seen a Fakir from India do something that was impossible. I still remember how he looked me in the eye and said you have so much to learn..
Synnove
SUICIDEGIRL
New Brunswick, Canada
AUG 05, 2003 11:27 PM