because i was high

so anyway, i was at this gig last nite but got wasted on cakes and copius amounts of booze before i went. it was so freaky, for a while i couldn't move and tried reaching for my drink for twenty minutes. then this guy doin a survey got scared and walked off when we said we weren't in a fit state to answer questions. then when the gig started i kind of have a massive chasm in my memory so cant remember it. thats a major bummer cos i was wanting to see em for ages.

i awoke in a train station this morning, to find a tramp stealing my bottle of water

damn, i hate regretting these things, guess i shouldn't do 'em in the first place. its hard to describe, but how do i stop?!

man i still feel i'm gonna
.

How do you stop??

Um... grow some balls and learn to say "No thanks, mate, not tonight" ?? If you can't do that, then stop putting yourself in situations where things like that are likely to happen?

It's pretty easy, really, once you've really truly made the decision that getting royally fucked up isn't for you anymore.

Just be prepared for the restlessness and tedium that go along with giving it all up...

*sigh*

::edit::

Okay, I'm lying, it's not easy, it's fucking hard as hell. The decision is easy to make. In practice, though, changing your lifestyle really fucks with you and makes you want to hit brick walls and stuff like that. For years.

*sigh*

[Edited on Jun 20, 2003 by Shalome]

cakes?

Don't make me count the number of benders I've awoken from with twinkie wrappers in my pants...

Yeah, that's what I was gonna ask...

You damn kids, with your lingo, and your music...

Is that what we call Hash Brownies? For all you none pot heads Hash Brownies are BROWNIES WITH POT IN THEM!!!! I'm getting hungry!