yea, i know what you mean - eh, i'm lonely moreover, but in addition to that just got a ton of stress i gotta deal with that i really dont want to - know what i'm sayin, know what i mean?
how can someone like yourself be lonesome - there isn't a line of guys standing outside your house?
Yep. Trust me, I know about stress. A lot of people envy me because right now I am pretty free, I work part time, can just pick up and go whenever I feel like it, since my husband is deployed and I have no kids. No one believes me when I say I'd rather be at home playing rummy with him.
What is it about the internet that lets you pour your heart out to complete strangers?
the annonymity - its like analysis, since you cant see my face or my reaction - there are no consequences or things you have to do.
it's a beautiful source of inspiration and hope and porn - ha...
and yea - it would certainly suck to have your husband deployed - that would make anyone upset, hurt and lonely - me i'm just lonely in the sense that i'd like someone - it sucks to have someone but be away from them - it can hurt, but it makes the time together all the better
I think it is also because you have a load of shit you want to get off your chest, and you are afriad of a) boring your friends and family or b) don't want the pity looks
DancehallDreamer said:
I think it is also because you have a load of shit you want to get off your chest, and you are afriad of a) boring your friends and family or b) don't want the pity looks
sending you some HUgssssssssssssssss and some good cheer
DancehallDreamer said:
I think it is also because you have a load of shit you want to get off your chest, and you are afriad of a) boring your friends and family or b) don't want the pity looks
sending you some HUgssssssssssssssss and some good cheer
Aw, I like hugs. Good cheer can generally kiss my ass, as it is fickle at best.
well - then i'm sending you some smokes instead of cheer - that does me a boat load of good better than cheer
speaking of which - i need a smoke, maybe even a ber - i should go have both...but i'm in bed - damned comfy bed
DancehallDreamer said:
I think it is also because you have a load of shit you want to get off your chest, and you are afriad of a) boring your friends and family or b) don't want the pity looks
sending you some HUgssssssssssssssss and some good cheer
Aw, I like hugs. Good cheer can generally kiss my ass, as it is fickle at best.
i`ll take back the cheer and send you more hugs then
healthyparanoid said:
well - then i'm sending you some smokes instead of cheer - that does me a boat load of good better than cheer
speaking of which - i need a smoke, maybe even a ber - i should go have both...but i'm in bed - damned comfy bed
I'm sitting numb assed in an office chair chainsmoking marlboro lights and considering drinking alone.
Days like today make me miss my wild younger days when I always had a joint stashed somewhere.
It was supposed to storm here and it never did, I was worried that the power would go out again and I would have no SG to keep me company. I spend a ridiculous amount of time online and on here. Escape reality much? I think SO.
hey - i live in my computer - and you wouldn't be drinking alone - i'll drink with you i suppose - im in that sort of mood too, and i envy that you can smoke in your place
Does anyone else get tired of people talking to them? I mean, physically talking? Like the sound of other people's voices is going to make your head explode if they just don't shut the fuck up? They are standing there, chatting inanely and there is this person in your head screaming JUST SHUT UP ALREADY!!!!!!!! SHUT UP AND QUIT TALKING TO ME!!! I DON'T CARE!!!
That happens to me with my job all the time - also especially with my parents.
I swear to god if I wasn't getting any money doing what I do - I would have beat the crap out of someone.
AND my media player won't work so I can't even listen to music! I'm tellin ya, the whole world is against me!
On the plus side, I totally just beat some ass at spades online.
I have found that I have to wear myself out to complete exhaustion before I even attempt to sleep any more. Otherwise I spend a miserable hour or two with nothing but the mice in my head scurrying about.
See, this is why I love this site. I can be up at 4:30, overcome with insomnia, and still find a bunch of people I can empathize with. It's very convenient.
constellational said:
See, this is why I love this site. I can be up at 4:30, overcome with insomnia, and still find a bunch of people I can empathize with. It's very convenient.
Almost...too convenient......
This is your world, the rest of us...
merely players.
Insomniacs, UNITE!
Insomniacs are the new smokers (?) - although there still are the same amount of smokers, however its cooler now not to sleep than it is to sleep - as it is/was to smoke over not smoke -
uhh, through that babble - we are cool cause we don't sleep;
the thing i love about late night is Nick at Nite
DhD_No_Pants
Katy, TX
May 2006
JUL 20, 2006 12:03 AM