desperation and commiseration commencing captin! I'm lonely and tired of being so. Only a few things are stopping me from correcting this problem. 1. I have been shutdown emotionally and socially for so long that I just don't know where to go to meet nice intelligent ladies. 2. I find it so very hard to relate to anyone that I always stick out in a group. I'm a big beacon of out of place that seems to shy people away from me. Well unless I'm in a bar and people are drunk enough to miss that. Then I blend better but its hard to gauge a womans intellect or her mine if we are slurring every other word and one of us runs into a wall or table at some point. So ya.... That me
I am in my hometown paying down my student loans before I move on to something better...It is a town of 6,000, women my age are taken or have no desire to leave here, going to the bar after work Friday or Saturday is depressing as it is the same people each time, and I get reminded how I am older than most all of them...and uh other things depressing.
Its 2011, I'm single, and 80% of the country doesn't speak english :/. But, its cool 'cause I love this place. I need to meet new people here though. I'm returning to good ol' U S of A soonish so............. HI!
UnUnUnium
United Kingdom
January 2005
APR 12, 2011 10:32 AM